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ONE IN THIS WORLD
Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I've been searching for
A heart that needs a heart like mine
I've been reaching for
A hand that understands
I've been waiting for
Someone that I can love
That loves me
Loves me for the one that I am

Someone to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to keep the rain away
They say
They say
They say

There's one in this world for everyone
One heart
One soul to walk beside you
One in this life to share your love
One touch
To touch the heart inside you

Wanna reach for each night
Wanna trust with your life
That's what I believe
You're the one
The one in this world for me

I've been praying that
Someone like you would rescue me
I've been hoping that
I'll find my way to you
I've been dreaming that
Somehow I'll finally find somebody
Somebody to make my dreams come true

Someone to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to give my whole world to
They say
They say
They say

There's one in this world for everyone
One heart
One soul to walk beside you
One in this life to share your love
One touch
To touch the heart inside you

Wanna reach for each night
Wanna trust with your life
That's what I believe
You're the one
The one in this world for me

Somebody to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to tell my secrets to
Someone who's living for me only
Someone to give my whole world to
They say, they say
They say, they say

There's one in this world for everyone
One heart
One soul to walk beside you
One in this life to share your love
One touch
To touch the heart inside you

Wanna reach for each night
Wanna trust with your life
That's what I believe
You're the one
The one in this world for me

You're the one
You're the one in this world for me
You're the one
- Haylie Duff

I love the lyrics.
Really sad and touching?
Currently the song I can't stop listening to.
And it makes me wanna cry, especially the lyrics of the verses.

Just wanna end off with
Uoyevoli.

"It will be as if I never existed."
You broke your promise as soon as you made it.

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MUSIC MAKES ME LOSE CONTROL
Sunday, October 28, 2007

Directions:
1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1.) Are you a male or female?
Can't stop by Maroon 5
- Wow, that made alot of sense -.- But ohwell I'm female erm, cause I can't stop? :P

2.) Describe yourself:
100 years by Five for Fighting
- Erm! I'll probably live up to a hundred years old :D

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Hurt by Christina Aguilera
- No comments about this! Just that a nightmare last night broke my heart.

4.) Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend:
All black by Good Charlotte
- ER, he was very tan? O_o

5.) Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:
It's not over by Chris Daughtry
- It's not over between us yet! LOVE.

6.) Describe your current location:
Do you know (Ping pong song) by Enrique Iglesias
- Uhm, I'm somewhere where people play ping pong? WTH THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE -.-

7.) Describe what you want to be:
Climbing the walls by Backstreet Boys
- I know! I want to climb down the walls of my school to escape :D

8) Describe your best friend?
March on by Good Charlotte
- She supports me and cheers me on! (:

9.) Your favourite colour is:
The way I are by Timbaland
- "Be every colour that you are" quoted Aly & A.J. Hahah, yes. Quoted ME ;D

10.) You know that:
The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars
- What about the kill?

11.) What is the weather like?
The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls
- The weather makes me wanna make the great escape to alaska (:

12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Break Apart Her Heart by Good Charlotte
- It'll be called "Break Apart Her Heart" and it'll be about teaching people how to piss some irritating people off :D Oh, I wished.

13) What is life to you?
Over you by Chris Daughtry
- It's about how to get over you so that I won't be so upset? I suppose that's true.

14.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Easy by Paula Deanda
- I KNOW I KNOW! Be easy on people, don't make life harsh for them. HAHAH THE IRONY OF THOSE WORDS COMING FROM MY MOUTH!

15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie
- I don't see any relevance in this.. DOTS.

16.) How do you feel about the opposite sex?
How to Save a Life by The Fray
- Uhmm, the guys save my life by adding humor to it? You could say that..

17.) Why are you doing this survey?
Contagious by Avril Lavigne
- Cause "It's so contagious, I cannot get it out of my mind"!

18.) You hate:
Makes Me Wonder by Maroon 5
- THINGS THAT MAKE ME WONDER :D Nah not true. Heh.

19.) Describe your worst enemy:
Better Than Me by Hinder
- NOOOOO WAYYYYY ):<

20.) What's in your back pocket?
Over It by Katherine McPhee
- Something that helps me get over it (whatever 'it' is)? Maybe drugs :D

21.) What's your first thought when you wake up?
Victims of Love by Good Charlotte
- We're all just victims of love and that I should just stop thinking about him.

22.) What’s your point of view on immigrants coming into the country?
Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne
- They make good girlfriends?! HAHA WTH.

23.) What was the last thing you told someone?
Here's to the Night by Eve 6
- It'll probably be "Tomorrow's gonna come too soon.." )':

Hahah well that was a good time consumer.
Heading off to sports school soon to watch FINA WORLD CUP!
Oh, how exciting.

Bye world,
& Tell me why some bitches still exist.

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FINA WORLD CUP CHAMPS DAY ONE!
Saturday, October 27, 2007

Ohmygoodness how pro can those guys get?!

It was really exciting, being there and watching those fellas swim live.
Those swimmers who caught my eye were basically those who won lotsa medals and swam really well.

Roland Schoeman!




Natalie Coughlin!



Therese Alshammar!



Randall Bal!



Hmm I think that's all for now?
Anyway they're all world champions & it's been amazing to see them swim


I met dear Herbert today, and boy, do I miss having him as my coach. Hopefully I'll get to talk to him more tmr evening :/

Watched The Seeker with scott sarah selena aaron zhenren today during the 6 hour interval between the heats and finals. We hanged around causeway for like super long, and we nearly died of boredom. Hehs.

Ytd I watched Mr Woodcock with sarah & selena. Hahah. It was quite funny. Yup, so that's the two movies I've watched this week.

Still have some movies in my want-to-watch list, hopefully I'll get them watched by the end of this year. Before well, something happens ;D

And at the pool while we were all merrily talking, a funny convo that I have to post (:

Convo
(Starts out with Aaron & Zhenren arguing about who owned who)

Aaron:
You like, only started owning me at the beginning of this year lah, please!

Zhenren:
Where got?! I've been owning you since what, three years ago??

Aaron:
Yeah right I'm sure.

Zhenren:
Eh, somemore you're a freestyler!

Aaron:
What? Oh, I'm sorry, I don't do freeSTYLING. I don't break dance, y'know? Not my kinda thing. I'm a..

Aaron and Sarah:
freeSTYLIST.

Zhenren:
-.-

Aaron:
Yah what.. FreeSTYLIST, breastSTROKER, backSTROKER and butterFLYER.

Sarah:
Ya lorh, where got people say breaststyler one! Hahah.

Aaron:
Wah, who want to be a breast STYLER man.

Sarah & I:
Not realising sarah said something gross)
OMG HAHA!

- End of convo -

Mmhmm. Well S'pore won what, few silver and bronze medals.. Not bad.

I'm getting really tired and bored. Must've been all the walking and sitting and talking and watching.
I shall sleep soon.

Goodnight world,
& hopefully you'll get rid of some bitches by the break of dawn :D

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TICKLE ME EMO!
Friday, October 26, 2007

YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH ISSUES! ):<
Bahahahah, ENJOY :D

CLICK HERE TO WATCHHH :D

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FOR A PESSIMIST, I'M PRETTY OPTIMISTIC
Thursday, October 25, 2007

So, instead of being pissed off with people like you, you, you and you..

I'll find better things to do (And I'm sure I have plenty) while you can rant and rave about everything you wanna complain about.

Warning: This is referring to several people out there, including some who claim to be my best friend.

Also, I've had enough with you running me down like I'm some kinda punchbag you vent your anger on whenever you're unhappy with SOMETHING. Yes, if you don't do well for SOMETHING, it's your own problem. Don't come to me after you get scolded by SOMEONE and tell me that it's all MY fault that YOU got scolded for not doing well.

And please, I'm TELLING YOU (No, I'm not going to beg when I'm not in the wrong) to give me my freedom back. You have NOOOO right to tell me who to talk to, or who not to talk to. I decide for myself, thank you very much.

I can be your friend, if you'd like. But I'm DONE being your slave.

So much for love.

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STORYTIME!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Just bored and I thought my blog is on its verge of death so I'll just post some funny jokes to keep it alive. Or rather, not so dead.

A Man is driving down the road.
A woman is driving down the same road from the opposite direction.
And they pass each other.
The woman leans out the window and yells 'PIG!'
The man immediatly leans out the window and yells 'SLUT!' to return the favour.
They each continue on their way, and as the man rounds the next bend, he crashes into a huge pig in the middle of the road and dies.

Moral of story: If only men would listen.

--

Did you ever hear one of those corny, positive messages on someone's answering machine?

The lady in the sweet happy voice:
'Hi, it's a great day and i'm out enjoying it right now. I hope you are too. The thought for the day is "Share the Love". Beeeeeep.'

The guy that rang:
'Uh, yeah... This is the VD clinic calling. Speaking of being positive, your test results are back. Stop sharing the LOVE.'

--

A man is sent to do an urgent buisness trip in the capital city, but he is a really big nympho and can't control the urge.
So one day the man comes home really happy while holding a box.
The wife asks, "What's in the box?"
"A Voodoo penis."
"What does it do?"
"You say 'voodo penis' and the area you want it to go and it goes there, perfect for the buisness trip because i can feel it!"
So the man leaves, and the voodoo penis is in her vagina and she starts to hate the feeling.
Weeks go by and the woman doesn't know how to take out the voodoo penis and is going crazy.
Finally it's the day that the man goes home and she starts speeding to the airport.
She gets pulled over by a cop.
"Ma'am, you've been going at speeds of 150 km/h and I'm gonna have to ask why you are speeding while giving you a ticket."
"Well you see, officer, my husband put a voodoo penis in me and I don't know how to get it out, and he arrives home today and I can't stand it so I want him to get it out!"

The cop laughs and says "HA! Voodoo Penis my ass!"

--

A young businessman had just started his own firm.
He rented a beautiful office and had it furnished with antiques.
Sitting there, he saw a man come into the outer office.
Wishing to appear the hot shot, the businessman picked up the phone and started to pretend he had a big deal working.
He threw huge figures around and made giant commitments.
Finally he hung up and asked the visitor, "Can I help you?"

The man said, "Yeah, I've come to activate your phone lines."

--

A class was given an English assignment to write a short story.
The story required three themes: Religion, sexuality and mystery.

Out of the whole class, only one student got an A+.
This is what she wrote:

Oh my God. I'm pregnant. I wonder who did it?

--

(AND PERSONALLY, MY FAVOURITE ONE.)

This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...
It goes like this:

What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:

If:A B C D E F G H I J K L M N OP Q R S T U V W X Y Z

is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1516 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

and

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But,

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1 +20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

And,

B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit that will put you over the top.

-All the above adapted from facebook.com.

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THE BEEEEG REDDDD BUTTONN
Sunday, October 21, 2007

You know you wanna click it,
SO GO AHEAD :D



Put The Big Red Button on your site

Have fun, I've tried it. It killed boredom (:

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UNBELIEVABLE
Saturday, October 20, 2007

Piercing of ears could actually lead to vomitting. Shocking, huh.
Anyway that's not the point of my post :D

Training these few days was okay, I suppose.

Okay I think that's all for the updates for training.
World cup trials in S'pore today, and some swimmers already started their world cup in Durban today!

Soon, most of the squad'll be going to places like moscow sydney berlin stockholm brazil etc. I'M SO JEALOUS ):<

Anyway! EOYs sucked. I failed chinese. First time I failed something in my entire 13 years of life. So, as such, I felt an urge to post it to remind myself of the 'pain & agony' of failing and try to never fail again. Yes. Hopefully I won't fail chinese overall :P

Other than that, just wanna say that I feel super cheated by the teachers & all because it seemed like they purposely found some crappy reason to deduct a mark here and there to make you suffer missing your 4.0 target by a few marks. Bleah.

I'm bored now. Wonder how the arsenal match's going. Wait, has it ended? I think it has. Whoops. Looks like I've been too caught up in my own little world of my own (:

And I thought this was quite funny :

A mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Mom".

With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter:

"Dear Mom, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you.
I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you.
I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice.
But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am.
But it's not only the passion... Mom, she 's pregnant.
Stacy said that we will be very happy.
She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter.
We share a dream of having many more children.
Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.
We'll be growing it for ourselves and trading it with the other people that live nearby for cocaine and ecstasy. In the meantime we will pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Stacy can get better. She deserves it. Don't worry Mom.
I'm 15 and I know how to take care of myself.
Someday I'm sure that we will be back to visit so that you can get to know your grandchildren.

Love,
Your Son, Jon

P.S. Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at Tommy's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than the report card that's in my center desk drawer. I love you. Call me when it's safe to come home."

- Adapted from facebook.com

Hahahah hey maybe I should try that out :D

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
-Fm static


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TELL ME WHY
Thursday, October 18, 2007

Anyone can explain why I sometimes find myself walking around the house, forgetting completely what I was supposed to do, but instead of trying to remember, I keep thinking of you...

Guess some things are just inexplainable. & This is just one of the many.

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MOTIVATION PROCLAMATION?
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

HAHAH WHO'RE YOU KIDDING MAN. NAHHH.

John thinks I'm losing motivation in swimming, just because I didn't train for like, 10 sessions over 3 weeks (I think?) and I lost my fitness & stamina & speed

Hoho, now the thing is, do I prove him right or wrong? Hmmm.
And oh no, what's with all those xanga smileys. Looks like it's back to the same old addiction, isn't it.

Oh I think training was a total failure today. That sucks. No thanks you don't have to tell me more about it.
Just hope swimming doesn't screw my life again. Like it did before singapore open :/
MORE EOY RESULTS COMING UP TMR!
Nope I'm not excited, don't get me wrong
Geog was okay. But I could've done better. Sigh.
Missed that 4.0. By that teeeeenyweeeeny bit. Please tell me why life is so unfair ):<
EOY RESULTS COUNTDOWN!
Geog
History
Literature
Physics
Mathematics
Higher chinese
English
Ohmygosh I'm getting back lit & physics tmr. I am gonna die of a heartattack like ZAP. Hahahah. Omg how lame can I get. I should stop now. Before my lameness uhm, gets out of hand :D
Goodbye, I'll post again when I feel like it. Right now, it's just training hard :]
TRAIN HARD PEOPLE!
Don't learn from me.

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INCONSOLABLE
Sunday, October 14, 2007

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

Baby, I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility, oh

Baby, I don't wanna waste another day, another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

Oh no, no, no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go, oh
Oh, can't let go, yeah

Cause baby, I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it, baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I'm inconsolable

I'm inconsolable
- Backstreet boys

:/

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TIREDDDDD

OMG today was such a tiring day. Just want to post about some stuffs.

Well if you read the above then you'd understand that I'm tired now. And I'm thinking bout all the crazy stuff that's been happening so if I dao you or I get pissed at you super quickly then please try not to blame me.

Kay thanks I think that's just all I wanna say. Goodnight.
(Oh it's already sunday. I never realised. Ohwell.)


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LIBERATION (:
Friday, October 12, 2007

Hahah, post exam days are the best ever. Mmhmm. Now I'm back to normal posts and no more hiatus! Say yay! YAY :D

Hmm, hols till tuesday. On wednesday we're gonna check papers D:
Oh no I bet everyone dreads that ><
But at least we only have to report to school 30mins before our paper checking. So I can go home and sleep first after training. Yipee (:

TIMETABLE

Wednesday
- Geog @ 12.40 @ hall

Thursday
- History @ 7.30 @ hall
- Literature @ 9.15 @ hall
- Physics @ 10.20 @ drama theatre (okay where the hell is that!?)

Friday
- Mathematics @ 7.30 @ hall
- Higher chinese @ 9.15 @ hall
- English @ 10.20 @ drama theatre
- Aesthetics carn briefing @ 12.00 @ drama theatre

ARGH why is wednesday the only day with ONE subject -.-

Well anyway, I don't think that I've done well for EOYs :/ Sadly.
Sigh.

I shall post a joke up from facebook to end the post :D

The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon."

Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..."

"Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you."

"Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?"

"Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat."

After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?"

"Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there."

"Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for Harry and me!"

"Well, Ma'am, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But if we try several different positions and I shoot from six or seven angles, I'm sure you'll be pleased with the results."

"My, that's a lot!", gasped Mrs. Smith.

"Ma'am, in my line of work a man has to take his time. I'd love to be in and out in five minutes, but I'm sure you'd be disappointed with that."

"Don't I know it," said Mrs. Smith quietly. The photographer opened his briefcase and pulled out a portfolio ofhis baby pictures. "This was done on the top of a bus," he said.

"Oh, my God!" Mrs. Smith exclaimed, grasping at her throat.

"And these twins turned out exceptionally well - when you consider their mother was so difficult to work with."

"She was difficult?" asked Mrs. Smith.

"Yes, I'm afraid so. I finally had to take her to the park to get the job done right. People were crowding around four and five deep to get a good look."

"Four and five deep?" said Mrs. Smith, her eyes wide with amazement.

"Yes", the photographer replied. "And for more than three hours, too. The mother was constantly squealing and yelling - I could hardly concentrate, and when darkness approached I had to rush my shots. Finally, when the squirrels began nibbling on my equipment, I just had to pack it all in."

Mrs. Smith leaned forward. "Do you mean they actually chewed on your, uh...equipment?"

"It's true, Ma'am, yes.. Well, if you're ready, I'll set-up my tripod and we can get to work right away."

"Tripod?"

"Oh yes, Ma'am. I need to use a tripod to rest my Canon on. It's much too big to be held in the hand very long."

Mrs. Smith fainted.

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FREEDOM 90
Thursday, October 11, 2007

EOYs are over
EOYs are over
EOYs are over
EOYs are over




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SMACK THAT
Wednesday, October 10, 2007


Eight down, ONE to go!

English paper one
Literature
Chinese paper one
Geography
History
English paper two
Chinese paper two
Physics
Mathematics

MATH MATH MATH MATH okay at least it's not that hard to mug for it :P


Don't think you guys can see it so well, so, er, for a closer reading, click the comic and yep.
READ :D

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I OFFICIALLY HATE PHYSICS
Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Seven down, Two to go!

English paper one
Literature
Chinese paper one
Geography
History
English paper two
Chinese paper two
Physics
Mathematics

I HATE PHYSICS & I SWEAR I'M GONNA FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE ITS OVER TMR.
Bwahahahahah.

Anyone would like to join me in de-stressing on the weekend after exams? :D

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(FILL IN ADJECTIVE HERE)
Monday, October 8, 2007

Six down, three to go!

English paper one
Literature
Chinese paper one
Geography
History
English paper two
Chinese paper two
Physics
Mathematics

Get it over and done with, damn it.

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EOYS /:
Sunday, October 7, 2007

I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs
I hate EOYs I hate EOYs I hate EOYs

Okay I think that's enough.

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MISERY BUSINESS
Saturday, October 6, 2007

FOUR DOWN, FIVE TO GO.

English Paper One
Literature
Chinese Paper One
Geography
History
English Paper Two
Chinese Paper Two
Physics
Mathematics


I'm in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top.
- Paramore

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welcome


A penny for your thoughts
But a dollar for your insights

Or, a fortune for your disaster