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Thursday, March 29, 2007

I HATE MY SCHOOL.

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Hi, this post is dedicated to MARIECHONG! because I'm on the computer to look for her SMACKERS

Sounds weird? Nevermind.

I've written my reply letters for MARIECHONG! and my dear sister, ZHEKANG!
Still have a few more to write, but I think I'll save them for next week. I'm dead beat this week. LJ is finally over! And I wouldn't exactly call it the best thing that ever happened to me.

Nothing to look forward to, apparently, other than the Perth comp.
Oh yeah, one more thing.

I'm watching Phantom of the Opera tomorrow

Envious?
I know a lot of people are.



















Who am I kidding? I don't feel like blogging.
Goodbye.

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

I'm bored. Help.

Still in the midst of LJ week. Heh. Really slack. Haven't finished all my work yet. Even though I've already been given two weeks to do them. Hahah, slack.

Received an email regarding the Perth meet entries. I'm darn happy. Can win a lot a lot of medals.

One reason is, that I'm racing against the Primary sixes!
Another is, that all my competitors are going to Philipines, not Perth. Lol. Only Liwen is going Perth. Ah wells.

Was ranked number 1 for 50 and 100 free. And I didn't put my PB for seed time! Yay! I just hope the people there don't get faster xP

Ranked 3rd for 50 fly. [Like, OMG OMG] I'm not even a fly-er, HELLO?! And i haven't done fly in AGES. Like, WHOAH. Cool huh?

3rd for 100 back, with Liwen ranked 2nd. But I beat her for SNAG by 2secs. So if both of us do the same timing as SNAG, I should be able to get 2nd. O_O

6th for IM. No surprise. Not an IM-er and it's OPEN CAT. Hahah. Racing against all the 15 and 16 year olds. Not bad, not bad.

50m back I'm ranked 4th! But if i do my PB and the others do their seed time, I'll be 2nd! Yay! [Pray hard, Alyssa]

I'm number 8 for 100m fly! Whoots! I mean, IM NOT LAST. Yeah man. So happy. I never do 100 fly for big comp before. It'll be my first time in Perth. HAHAHAH.

Number 6 for 200m free. But if i do PB and the others do seed time, once again, I'll be SECOND. Hahah. Yaah lah very easy to win in Perth meet laah. Hahah. Oh, did i mention that 200m free is OPEN CAT?

Yup, that's all for the events I'm taking for the Perth meet. Heehee. I think it's gonna be an enjoyable one :P

Whooops! Time for me to go to school now. Bye!

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Monday, March 19, 2007

HEY GUYS.

I'm at home! Hahaha.
Learning journey week. Today I can report to school at 11am. Teehee.
I'm going to learn MALAY! Hahah. Actually, it's not as if i don't already know Malay.
Okay, maybe i don't but i know bahasa indonesia! Which is somewhat similar to bahasa melayu. I think. Hmmm...

ANYWAY,
I am super proud of myself.

I finally made a blogskin! And i didn't even screw up (considering that i haven't made a skin in ages)! Yay.
I'm glad you like it, Cheryl!

For those who are curious, here's a screenshot of it :
Yeah. I know I rock :D

Ermm, for those who are interested for personalised blogskins, you may come to me for help (though i'm not an expert at blogskinning) and.. I'll do my best to help you. Yuups :D

Ok now. I think i will go and try to make one more skin (: BYEBYE.

P.S. BOOHOO SCHOOL HOLS ARE OVER.


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Sunday, March 18, 2007

I'm trying to make a new skin.
It's been so long since I've made a blogskin.
Will try to make it nice.

It shall be dedicated to Cheryl Lim, for being such a nice and funny friend (:
And it shall be to cheer her on for World champs! :D
All the best, Cheryl!
You can do it! (:

Will tell you when it 's done. Hope you will like it! xD

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR WINATA! LOVE YOU LOADS.

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Saturday, March 17, 2007



OMG I CAN MAKE THESE HEARTS HERE! :D


ALYSSA IS PLEASED.



OHDEAR I'M ADDICTEDDD. But! I shan't give in to temptation. I SHALL ADD ONE LAST ONE (:


Peace. LOVE THE SMILEYS FROM XANGA (:

ME NO LIKE SQUEAKALOT. HMPH! RAWR.

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Aaah.. Finally. Time to post again.

Last weekday of the holiday. Apparently i wouldn't even call this a holiday. Ok maybe i would be i'd call it a lousy holiday. I didn't really get to enjoy myself in any way this "holiday". Sighs :/ And my homework is so not completed yet. Like, what the hell.

Nevermind. Still have one more week to slack. Learning journey week next week. But if you think about it, it wouldn't be so slack because if i'm not in school then i'll be training.

Tell me that sucks.

I haven't done my tuition homework yettt! The stupid review. Aaargh how the hell are you supposed to do a review? I don't even know how to write a review. Like, ok if writing a review were as simple as scribbling rubbish on a piece of paper or blogging, then i wouldn't even need to think.

Yes i know blogging's just a waste of time.
No, i would say that blogging is just a way to deceive yourself that you're not wasting time.
Complicated? :/

And the stupid lit pt. I have poems but i just don't know what books i can find them from! I so do not have time to go to the library. On second thought i do have time. Like, tomorrow.

But i wanna have a nice and peaceful saturday where i just stay at home and chiong through homework. AIYA MAYBE I'LL JUST GO TO THE LIBRARY TMR. Lol.

Ah well. At least im done with math and geog. HOORAY.

3.15pm. Should start thinking about how to start my review. Goodbye.

This ain't a scene, it's an arms race - Fallout boy
I am an arms dealer
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words
And don't really care
which side wins
As long as the room keeps singing
That's just the business I'm in

This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
I'm not a shoulder to cry on
but I digress

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate

I wrote the gospel of giving up
(You look pretty sinking)
But the real bombshells have already sunk
(pre-madonnas of the gutter)
At night we're painting your trash door while you sleep
Crashing not like hips or cars
No, more like p-p-p-parties

This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
Bandwagon's full
Please, catch another

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate

All the boys to the dance floor giving love
And all the girls whose hips couldn't move fast enough
Sing until your lungs give out

This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
(Now you)
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
(Wear out the groove)
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
(Sing out loud)
This ain't a scene, it’s a damn arms race
(Oh, oh)
This ain't a scene, it's a damn arms race
(Dream again. We're late)

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh so intricate
oh so intricate

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

HELLO HELLO.

ALYSSA'S HOMEWORK LIST
Like, Ohmygosh. I haven't done a single freaking thing.
Aaaaahh.
BUT BUT BUT.
I will be completing my MAD project by today, hopefully.
Meeting my team members later.
Soooo, i shall be optimistic and cancel that out.

ALYSSA'S HOMEWORK LIST
And and and. I wanna complete my chinese jian bao and math worksheets by TONIGHT.
So.

ALYSSA'S HOMEWORK LIST No fear! For there is still plenty of time tmr. Planning to complete my geog worksheets and part of my lit pt tmr.
Philo journal.. Hmm. I think i'll just try to squeeze it in sometime during learning journey week. Yeahh man. Still have plenty of time to slack. Before the serious things start.

Club APSC pic. <33
Sadly, i didn't qualify for SEA age for any events. Boohoo. Just not my year? Maybe.

The requirement was that we had to come in top 2 of our age group. This is the qualification for category A. This means that you won't have to pay for the package and stuff. Singapore will pay for you. Yaah. Means you get to go overseas and you'll get cool arena comp bags and costumes and tracksuits FREE OF CHARGE.

Which explains why it's so hard to qualify. O_O

But the worse thing was, my age group was 11-12 years old. Means that i was racing against the P6s this year. BOOHOO. I had a higher chance of qualifying, but i blew it. Hahah. Came in 4th in double age. MISSED IT BY TWO POSITIONS. Hahahah. How sad.

Nevermind. I'll try again next year. Or i'll just try to qualify for Asian Age this year. Using singapore open. Yaah. But it's in Jarkata and the pool at Jarkata is gross. The water is like black and you can't even see your five fingers in the pool. Lol.

Hokay! I think i've wasted enough time blogging (: Time to do my review for this newspaper article for english tuition. I hope i don't screw it. Hahah.

Oh. And on a random note, among all the one-to-one conversations i've had with John, my head coach, i think the most recent one i had with him is the most memorable one.

"Alyssa, you've done well in SNAG and i'm happy for you. I'm very sure that by this time next year, you'll be the top swimmer of your age group. I've talked to Herbert, and i'm very confident that you'll be a very good swimmer. Now, you've proven in SNAG that you belong in the centre of excellence. So, i'm sure you'll be able to go further PROVIDED that you do the hard work. It's not going to come easily, but it'll be worth it."

Whenever i was severely demoralised and felt like giving up, it was these little chats that i've had with him that make me straighten out my thoughts and feelings. I've learnt a lot from him, and herbert. I have to thank them so much for everything they've done for me. Thank you (:

AAAH I'M LAGGING BEHIND ON MY REVIEW.
Can't talk now.
GOODBYE! :D

I still think that typing in caps is chio (:

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

HEYAAH.

JUST IN CASE YOU HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT IN MY PREVIOUS POST, I SHALL POST ABOUT IT HERE. ^^
ALSO, THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO LINK MY DARLING ADELINE WINATA! IM A NATALOVER (: <33

SNAG WAS GREATTTT! YEAH MAN (:
THINK IT WAS THE BEST NAG EVER.

IMPROVED FOR ALMOST ALL EVENTS :D
GOT 3 BRONZES (COMPARED TO 1 BRONZE LAST TIME)

DID 29.89 FOR 50M FREE. 3RD.
DID 1.03.97 FOR 100M FREE. 3RD.
DID 2.22.06 FOR 200M FREE. 3RD.
DID 1.16.33 FOR 100M BACK. 4TH.
DID 35.95 FOR 50M BACK. 6TH.

PBS FOR 4 OUT OF 5 OF THEM (: WHOO!

ANYWAY, BING MING, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I HAVEN'T LOCATED YOUR BLOG YET. AND POSTING ABOUT YOUR LIFE IS SO INTERESTING :P
WATCH OUT. I WILL LOCATE YOUR BLOG ONE DAY. AND YOU'LL HAVE TO BUY ME A REWARD THAT'S RELATIVELY CHEAP (LIKE A PEN/PENCIL ) HAHAH.

TYPING IN CAPS IS CHIO.

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Monday, March 12, 2007

OH.MY.GOSH.

YAY!
:D

Looks like all the hard work paid off.

THANK YOU COE!

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, i miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
And there's no where else i could be but here in your arms.

Hellogoodbye.




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Thursday, March 8, 2007

Swim carn has just been made compulsory by the principal.
School starts as usual at 7am and ends at 12.40pm.
Swim carn commences almost immediately after school.
And ends at 5pm.

HOW THE FREAKING HELL DO YOU PEOPLE EXPECT US, SWIMMERS, TO HAVE ENOUGH REST FOR SNAG!?

You freaking idiots.
You effing freaking idiots.
You SELFISH freaking idiots.

What is so wrong about missing swim carn?
Especially when we're not swimming?
I don't care if i get detention.
I don't give a damn.
DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CAN AFFORD TO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT?

SNAG is what i have been training for.
It's been my long term goal.
It's basically everything i have now.
It's the only chance to prove myself.
To prove others wrong.

The world will come to an end one day.
And i know,
the first person to realise it,
will be me.

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Friday, March 2, 2007

Damn.

Two damned tests next week and i am so not prepared for it.
Nor am i bothered to prepare for it.
Suck laah.

Founders day tmr.
I am not going to pretend that i enjoy that fact.
Founders day sucks.
Founders day sucks.
It always does.

SNAG coming up.
I am so dead.
I am getting more nervous.
Thanks to the stupid swim carn which clashes with my 50m Freestyle event.
And it ends at 4.30pm.
SNAG warm ups start at 5.30pm.
So shit.

Why can't RGS postpone the swim carn?
Swim carns can't operate without swimmers.
And in this case, swimmers need to prepare for SNAG.
So, swim carn can't operate!

It's as simple as that.
Why can't they understand?
I want to complain.
I want to turn them down.
I want to pon swim carn.

I want to qualify for SEA Age.
This is my only chance.
Fullstop.

Sighhhh.

Am i really not destined to go for SEA age?





I don't understand how this world works.

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

Whello.

Math summative didn't really suck today.
Just for a question which i left unfinished.

2 marks gone.
Not too sure about the rest.
If the rest are all correct, then i'll get 38/40!
Which is unbelievably high.
So i believe i'll alot more wrong (:

One more week to SNAG.
Sighs.

People are looking for female swimmers to advertise for milo.
Paying $1500.
Wow. Maybe i'll go.
My parents telling me to go.
My sister telling me to go.
I don't know whether i should go.
Seems fun.
And interesting.
Hahah. Cool, too.
Hmmm..
Maybe i'll go. Don't know :DD

Changed my braces to hot pink and black.
I wanted them alternated, like

a b a b a b
b a b a b a

But instead, i kana

a a a b b b
b b b a a a

Aiyahh. Nevermind laah. Not so bad.
Next time, I want green and black.
ALTERNATED.
Like, this.

a b a b a b
b a b a b a

NICEE. Hahah.
Okay i'm going crazieee.
Think i should memorise history.
And i should start preparing for chinese compo test.

The previous time i only scored 36/70.
Which, in case some of you guys don't know, is a bad score.
Yuup.
WORK HARD, ALYSSA!

You wouldn't want to be the last in class.
Ever.
Never, ever.

There was this americal idol contestant who sang geek in the pink.
Rocks, man.
Damned good. Really similar. Wonderful :D

P.S. I think my angel's angel is my best friend's best friend.
P.P.S. Confusing? xP

Geek in the pink; Jason Mraz

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You'd better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you complete them or not

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