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Thursday, November 30, 2006

came back from the Arena Warehouse sale.

OHMYGOSHH it's worth going larhh! if you're willing to queue for about 2 hours.
YEAHH. haha. i bought quite a lot of stuff.

THINGS I BOUGHT:
4 pairs of shorts.
1 dry fit t-shirt.
1 set of track suit.
2 competitive swimming costumes.

YAY. i feel so happy! haha.

although im a bit sad about the fact that im still having a fever.
38.1 degrees. xDDD

i hope i can resume training tmrw.
if not, i think i'll die when i go back for training.
PLUS, Herbert will be super angry.

anyways, i'll do a quiz in my free time.

" How Girlie I Am"
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done
[x] During the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] My favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] My favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job.
TOTAL: 2/10

[x] My hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.
TOTAL: 2 /10

[x] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[ ] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hott.
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL: 2/9

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys!
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair.
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs.
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[ ] Musicians are so hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
TOTAL: 1/10

[x] I am self-conscious.
[ ] I cry often
[ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry.
[x] My dishes get washed more than once a week.
[ ] I dont do sports.
[ ] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot.
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model.
TOTAL: 0/9

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I have been something that was semi.
[ ] I own Uggs.
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[x] Cats are adorable.
TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes...old old clothes...and school t-shirts
[ ] Hate the grunge look.
[ ] I love to read magazines.
TOTAL: 0/8

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] My screen name(s) have x's in them.
[ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's>
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it.
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
TOTAL: 3/8

so. am i considered GIRLY? i hope not. hahas.
it's 4.05pm now! will go and watch "waterboys" on youtube. xDDD.
byee! (:

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

im feeling horrible, terrible and vegetable.

haha. im not kidding, this morning on my way to toa payoh swimming complex, i felt really really tired and exhausted and (whatever adjective you can think of) and i couldn't swim well for the 4x200 Freestyle descending 1-4 set.

i didn't make time for like, 2x200. luckily Herbert was too occupied with Rainer, Christel and Wan ting to make me (and the others who didn't make time) re-do. hahaha.

after bathing, i felt EXTREMELY EXTREMELY cold. and the others were all right! i mean, yeahh they said that the water was cold but they seemed pretty ok. i wasn't. i felt sick sick sick.

on the way home from training i couldn't drink my endurox cos i felt too cold. and instantly when i reached home i put on long sleeved shirt and long pants OVER the clothes i was wearing.

BUT I WAS STILL FREEZING. BRRRRRR.

then i had no appetite to eat breakfast until around 9am. then i went to sleep as i had chinese tuition at 11am.

i woke up at 10.50am. my whole body felt really really hot and i couldn't move a muscle at all. i forced myself outta bed and took my temperature.

WHOA. 38.9 DEGREES. OMG OMG OMG.

i called my dad immediately and told him the bad news. he said that i need not have tuition so i told my tuition teacher that i was having a fever and she left.

i took my medicine and went back to sleep. [ again ]

i woke up, and took my temperature. 38.1. it subsided a little but it was still quite high.
sad, no training for me. i smsed Herbert and he replied that i should see a doctor and i have to "rest well".

i hope that i'll still be having fever tmrw. NO HEART RATE SET!
but it DOES feel horrible to have a fever.

anyways, my temperature now is 38.8.
GREAT. it went up again.

i've been sleeping since i came back from training and at least im well enough to be blogging. hahas.
ah well, off to bed now. [ again ]
im bloody tiredd.

P.S. IM FINALLY NOT THE SLOWEST IN COE! (for training anyway)

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

i've got a confession to make.

THE PROCESS OF WEARING BRACES SUCK.

1. extracting of teeth. makes ur mouth all numb and you can't talk/eat/drink for the next few hours.
2. you have to go back after 2 weeks for the top brace.
3. go back after few weeks for bottom brace.

AND I'VE ONLY FINISHED STEP ONE AND IM LIKE HALF DEAD.
im starving, i can't talk properly and whenever i try to drink the water just spills out of my mouth xD.
and now my mouth feels like it has two DEEP holes in 'em.
dammit.
at the dental clinic, the dentist gave me EIGHT jabs of anesthesia. EIGHT. my whole mouth became so numb that the extracting didn't hurt at all, but my teeth seemed pretty reluctant to be removed. it took really long for the dentist to be able to extract it. haha.

IM STILL STARVING. and i have to miss day one of my friend's party just because of this ):

that sucks, doesn't it?
tell me about it.

anyway, the ASIAN GAMES swimmers are leaving tonight! COOL SIA. haha.
and their flight is at.. 11pm! so late. harhar.
i wish all of them ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK! (:

the whole of Centre Of Excellence is planning a surprise birthday party for John. Cool ehh? haha. i think it'll be on the 10th of December. I hope it's catering. I don't wanna reck my brains with my parents about what to bring if it's potluck. Bleahhhh.

about my appeal for Raffles, well, theres really no news about it. i have absolutely no idea whether im in or not.

if i am, i think im gonna be a Rafflesian.

my dad is like, 100% supportive of Rgs. for one reason it's because of swimming as Rgs is more flexible then Mgs about it. another reason is that he believes that i can achieve much more academically in Rgs.

i can't disagree with him.

my mom, on the other hand, OHMYGOSH. she just HATES RGS TO THE CORE. she's trying to brainwash me to hate Rgs too. WTF. she 150% wants me to go Mgs. Because of MONEY.

but if you think about it again, im entitled to apply for the PSLE scholarship thing. (you shld be able to more or less know my score now.) so, as long as i maintain my performance in Rgs, not only will i be able to skip O levels, i'll be able to help my dad financially and he won't have to pay my fees for 6 years.

i really don't understand how the minds of adults work.

just so you know,
this feeling's taking control of me,
and i can't help it.
i won't sit around,
i can't let them win now.
thought you shld know,
i've tried my best to let go of you,
but i don't want to,
just gotta say it all before i go..

just so you know.

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

hey peeps! i found a damn cool quiz on leejing's blog..

all her answers turned out FARNY!
i was laughing my head off. hahahahahahaha.
so typical me.

i can go,

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA,
HAHAHAHA.

for days and i'll still think that it's normal ;)

haha. so anyway, time to do the quiz!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
phil collins- take a look through my eyes
take a look through my eyes to find out. xD

Will you get far in life?
avril lavigne- freak out
when someone freaks out, you dont expect it to be a good thing right? so.. the answer is NO.

How do your friends see you?
planetshakers- always and forever
they'll be with me always and forever (:

Will you get married?
relient k- who i am hates who i've been
err. i've been a baby, haha. and that means that i hate babies, so.. NO. HAHAH.

What's your best friend's theme song?
hillsong- one way
hillsong- one way. haha.

What is the story of your life?
kelly clarkson- because of you
uhhh, my story of my life is because of you. SO YOU SHLD KNOW IT BETTER THAN I DO. so don't ask.

What was primary school like?
jack's mannequin- the mixed tape
very mixed up and complicated. haha.

How can you get ahead in life?
waking ashland- october skies
i know! by looking at the sky in october to get inspiration. lol.

What is the best thing about your friends?
fall out boy- sophomore slump or comeback of the year
erm. there's alot of good things about my friends but the title doesn't allow me to say any of them. :p

What is in store for this weekend?
hillsong- better than life
whoots! this weekend's gonna be better than what has ever happened in my life! (:

What song describes you?
high school musical- we're all in this together
high school musical- wer'e all in this together. ;D

To describe your grandparents?
fall out boy- champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends
aargh why does fall out boy have weird titles!? anyway, er. they like champagne?

How is your life going?
fort minor- back home
im gonna be back home? HUH. im already home.

What song will they play at your funeral?
kelly clarkson- walk away
HAHA! i know why! cos i've WALKED AWAY from them!

How does the world see you?
kelly clarkson- you found me
they're happy that i've found them? in the sense that i've been friends with them? maybe.. i don't know.

Will you have a happy life?
some jap singer- LIFE.
omg this is just SO COINCIDENTAL. ermm. yes. i guess so?

What do your friends really think of you?
fall out boy- i've got a dark alley and a bad idea that you should shut your mouth
OHMYGOSH! they think that i've got a dark alley and a bad idea that they should shut their mouth. haha.

Do people secretly lust after you?
daz sampson- teenage life
O_O ermm. YES. COS THAT'S TEENAGE LIFE. oh my, im so ego. but, EEEW I DON WAN PPLE TO LUST AFTER ME.

How can I make myself happy?
shayne ward- no promises
make no promises to anyone. HAHA.

What should you do with your life?
avril lavigne- he wasn't
ermmm. tell him he wasn't the one for me? (what rubbish am i talking about!?)

Will you ever have children?
hillsong- what the world will never take
if children are what the would will never take away. haha. then yes.

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IT'S FINALLY FREAKING OVER. YESSSSS.
NO MORE EFFIN' REASONS FOR ME TO BE DEPRESSED.
WHOOHOOOO! IM FREEEEEEEEE.

P.S. FOR THOSE WHO WANNA KNOW HOW I DID, IM NOT TELLIN' YOUUU!

ASK PERSONALLY. IT'S SO MUCH MORE SINCERE.

hmm. im appealing in for RGS. so.. im a potential RAFFLESIAN? HAHA.
so for those who DESPERATELY want me to be in Raffles, well, your wish may be fufilled. xD
hahaha. all the crazy Rafflesians who want me to go to Raffles.
E.G. DEBORAH THE NUTTY RACOON, VANESSA LIM, CHERYL LIM and the p6 swimmers going to Raffles next year, AMANDA YIM! hahahaha.

CACTUS MAN WILL LIVE ON! if i go Raffles. hehhheh. SIX MORE YEARS OF FUN! how cool is that? that'll be.. 12 years of fun! hahaha.

okayye i think i shall stop here for my post today. gotta go fill up the appeal form. HEHS. :D


your faith gives me strength to believe;

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Friday, November 24, 2006

still freakinggg..
hahas. :D

okayye, im kinda PREDICTING my score.

most likely i'll get an A or if im lucky an A* for math..
hoping to get A* for english but i'll probably get an A or something..
science.. let's just say im gonna earn $3 from my science results. XD
hmm.. chinese.. hoping to get A* but an A would be good enough i guess.
higher chinese. DISTINCTION BABY! haha. NAWHH..

hehhs. just yesterday when i was on my way home from swimming, my dad suddenly said,

"Don't expect anything tomorrow, okay?"

then i was like, HUH WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. then i thought hard, and finally figured it out (:
heeeheeeheeeee.

most of my friends are TOTALLY FREAKING OUT.
it's as if YOUR FUTURE DEPENDS ON IT.
i mean, yeahh it's important BUT not to THAT extent.
that's just crazy. if you start crying and all, not being able to sleep well the previous night.. that's just WAY too much. hahas.
no offence meant to anyone who actually experienced this. but, i mean, COME ON! it's only psle. O levels and A levels aren't even here yet and you're FREAKING? tsktsk.

but of course, it doesn't mean that you don't strive to do well in PSLE larh,
D-U-H.

everyone wants to do well (except for maybe some psycho freaks who don't have the LEAST understanding about wanting the best). yeahh i understand, BUT YOU'VE GOTTA BE ABLE TO TAKE FAILURE.

everyone hates losing. BUT CHAMPIONS ARE NOT AFRAID TO.
i guess that's what differentiates champions from normal people. champions just pick themselves up and start all over again. EVERYONE, should learn how to do this.

the day will come when even the most successful people will fail. That. is when you'll have to learn.

OHMYGOSH. i sound like some freak who's trying to teach morals. HAHA. but i guess that's the purpose of blogs? to literally VOICE YOUR OPINIONS. so that's what im doing (:

OH. and theres this part from EVE NG'S blog that i REALLY REALLY LIKE. Eve, i hope you won't mind but here it is:

"can't people take failure? like, do you always have to win all the time?
look, i know how it feels when you lose.
but i bet i've lost out more than you.
wait till you try it. face it, no one likes to lose.
but we learn by losing.
there are times when you've really tried your best, but there's just someone out there better than you.
LOSING,
does that make you a loser?
well if it does, i've gotta admit that i am one.
cos i've lost so many times after so many years of competition.
don't ALWAYS expect to win.
if you do, i REALLY pity you :D"

there. don't you just ABSOLUTELY agree with it? i've got to admit i learnt alot from this post of hers. i just LOVE how it's expressed (:
lots of non-athletes can't understand this simple concept about "taking failures" and "getting up after you fall". they shouldmust learn.

if not, living would be hell.

or maybe it's the case where they are just so not involved in outside activities that theres no way for them to understand! and i REALLY think that there's a need for this.

well if you've read till this part of the post, i think i'll give you a break to think about what i've typed out. and HOPEFULLY, you'll understand. :D

The difference between ordinary and EXTRAordinary is that little EXTRA effort

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

FREAKING OUT. FREAKING OUT. FREAKING OUT.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

to all people out there: this is an edit-ion to my post.

COE IS OFFICIALLY MOVING TO SPORTS SCHOOL. GONNA TRAIN THERE EVERY AFTERNOON.

nooooooo.. so incovenient. sighs. im in no position to comment on it anyway. JOHN'S WORDS ARE FINAL. hehheh.

OH! and P.S. JAG and NAG are combined next year so maybe i'll aim to swim with the faster sec TWOS. xD

ANOTHER QUIZ!

>>My teacher once said that..
whaTEver.

>>Never in my life have I regretted..
swimming. :D

>>The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile..
is JOSEPH? hahahaha. he can drive you nuts but he's very funny (:

>>When I'm nervous..
i look down when im talking and i start to play with my fingernails.

>>The last time I laughed was..
hmm. about.. maybe 20mins ago. at my convo with amanda. about the DIAOsx thing. hehe.

>>Hair is..
shoulder-length. not short, but not long. xD

>>My feet is..
of average size?

>>Last Christmas..
i swam 10km. NOT KIDDING.

>>When I turn my head left I see..
my unused school bag. harhar.

>>When I turn my head right I see..
the window curtains.

>>When I look down I see
my long long long legs. lol.

>>The craziest recent event..
when i went out with alicia and amanda. WALKED from plaza sing all the way to suntec city.

>>By this time next year..
i'll be 13.

>>I have a hard time understanding..
why people like nic ho and haili and everyone at COE are just so FREAKING FAST.

>>One time at a family gathering..
i never had a family gathering in YEARS.

>>You know I like-like you..
if i say so.

>>If I won an award, the first person I'll thank is..
God, followed by my luck. xD

>>Triangles are..
not square.

>>My ideal breakfast is..
anything i feel like eating. :D

>>If you make me really happy..
i'll thank you for doing so deep down in my heart. (:

>>Where do you plan to visit anytime soon?
toa payoh swimming complex. going there in.. around 3 hours time.

>>Boys are..
not girls.

>>I'd stop my wedding if..
anything goes wrong.

>>The world could do..
with less pollution and more air conditioned places.

>>I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than..
strip naked in front of a stranger. HAHA.

>>Most recent thing you've bought yourself..
movie tickets to "step up" and ice blended chocolate from starbucks.

>>Most recent thing someone else bought you..
fried rice?

>>My least favourite time of the day..
waking up at 4.30am to SWIM.

>>The last time I was high..
probably 26 oct; my last day at school.

>>The last person I talked to..
my sis.

>>I shouldn't..
do things that i shouldn't do.

>>Last night..
i slept, praying that i won't gain weight when i take my weight the next morn.

>>There's this girl I know..
who is obsessed with DIAOsx. haha!

>>I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy..
that he/she made me happy.

>>I'm listening to..
myself type.

>>I last ate..
food.

>>My bedsheet is..
going to be changed tonight.

>>I smell..
odourless air.

>>On my table..
theres... oh my.. err. i'd better clear it.

>>My full name is..
(sighs.) Alyssa Lesley Lie Fong Hua.

>>The next 4 people who are gonna do this quiz are
anyone who.
feels like.
doing.
this quiz.

there zhe kang! you'd better appreciate all the efforts i've put in doing this quiz! (:
until then..
ciao folks.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

OHMYGOSHH.

yesterday's barbeque was kind of fun! hahas.
no, no. as in.. REALLY.

at first when my parents and i arrived at bayshore road, we got lost because STUPID JED didn't tell us the name of his condo. SO GENIUS OF HIM RIGHT? so my parents and i ended up at the wrong condo and went around it 3 times just looking for the clubhouse where the barbeque was held. rawrrrrr..

just when we were going to seek help, sarah lai's mother (aunt jenny) called my mom. and then you know my mom, told her that we were lost and blah blah blah, go talk to my husband.. tell him the directions.. and then we went to the correct condo and yeahh.

my parents and i arrived at the same time as nic ho and his family and herbert. so we kinda "set off" together in search of the correct barbeque pit. hahas. it was quite funny because at first we were going in the correct direction. then herbert said that it was THE OTHER way. so we made a detour and walked all the way back. then we saw jed and haili and aaron. then they said that it was the way that we first went.

so we turned and walked all the way back with the guide of aaron. hahas.

at the barbeque pit, at first the girls (me, eve, sarah and tammie) just sat on the bench and didn't do anything. while the older swimmers such as lynette, leonard, marcus, peishan etc etc. were helping to start the fire and barbeque the food. so the girls decided to help. we got up and then took paper plates and started to fan the fire. the boys (nicholas ho, haili, joseph, aaron, zhen ren) were worse. THEY DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING! THEY JUST SAT THERE AND WAITED TO BE SERVED! aargh.

it took us damn long before the fire was stable. finally, time to cook the food.

we started with beef. lynette and eve were holding the tongs. so they were in charge of "cooking the food". then the others (me, tammie, sarah) just stood there and fanned the fire. (how stupid could we get?) then lynette claimed that the food was cooked. so we put it on a plate and got the boys to try.

5 mins later, the boys came back to us.

"WAH LAO HOW YOU COOK ONE?! HOW COME SO TOUGH! CANNOT EVEN EAT LORH!"

then we were arguing back, "you try la! you try standing here for half an hour larh! so smart right?"

then they kinda kept quiet. (the beef was sent back for re-cooking by the way)

after an hour or so (or maybe longer) the boys finally were willing to get up to do some work. they took over the barbeque pit shift while the girls went to spread the garlic sauce onto the garlic bread. we like, brought over TWO BIG PLATES of garlic bread over to the bbq pit for them to be toasted. we thought there would be no need to spread more garlic bread for we didn't expect the ones we had spread to be finished so quickly.

after around 15mins, marcus came to us for more garlic bread. i was shocked.

so sarah and i got back to spreading garlic bread. what a rejuvenating thing to do. -.-

then we got some food (prawns, chicken, cute cute sausages, corn) to eat. wow. man, was it satisfying!

then after eating we all got really bored.. the boys went to the basketball court to play basketball. so we went to walk around the whole estate. it was really nice! there was a pub, and a really complete supermarket there! and the lobby of each block was really awesome. they looked somewhat like hotel lobbies. hahas.

oh and theres one thing that y'all shld know. alot of cats live at bayshore park. seriously, lots.

everyone started going home at around 11pm.. i think the last ones to leave were me and joseph. haha. i reached home at 11.30pm and i slept at around 12. xD

so overall it was quite fun.

fun times aside, there was also bad news (to us, swimmers).

WE ARE OFFICIALLY MOVING TO SPORTS SCHOOL! freak.

now this is BAD. b-a-d, BAD.
although it's not immediately.. but still.
why must they choose sports school? i don't get it!

few reasons why i don't like moving to sports school:
1. it's way off my route to school.
2. no public transport to go directly there!
3. traffic jams occur at the highway.

AARGH. dammit.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

heyy people!
im finally here to do the quiz DEAR ZHE KANG asked me to do!

S E 7 E N people and things that make me Smile:
- COE PEOPLE (:
- MY BESTIES (:
- FUNNY JOKES (:
- PEELING BEE!
- THE SONG "SEXYBACK"
- TOKYO DRIFT
- YOU!

S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart:
- NONE.
- NOTHING.
- NO WAY.
- DON'T THINK ABOUT IT.
- NOT TELLING YOU!
- ALL OF THE ABOVE.

S E 7 E N People I Believe/Trust In:
- GOD.
- PARENTS.
- MYSELF (IM NARCISSITIC).
- MY CLOSE FRIENDS.
- SISTERR.
- ERRRR.
- NO ONE ELSE IN PARTICULAR?

S E 7 E N Things I Hope To Have/Do Now:
- IPOD VIDEO!
- SKIP TRAINING.
- SLEEP LIKE A LOG.
- GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS.
- CRUMPLERR!
- ARENA STUFFFF.
- WAIT FOR TMRW TO COME.

S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
- EAT.
- TALK.
- SLEEP
- BREATHE.
- SIT.
- STAND.
- SWIM. (ok, everyday except sunday)

S E 7 E N People I Want to See Now :
- ZHE KANG!
- DEBB!
- ALICIA!
- SIYAN!
- AMANDA!
- FAI!
- MARIECHONG!

S E 7 E N People who should also do this:
- AMANDA YIM
- ALICIA
- CLAIRE TENG
- STEPHANIE GLARBO
- MARIE CHONG
- CHRISTIE LONG
- ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO (:

ok that's finally done.

YOU KNOW I'VE JUST REALISED HOW "DEAD" APSC IS?

there's hardly any good swimmers now. (other than the R&W people)
cos the younger swimmers are kinda screwed.. no offence meant here by the way.
haha.
yeahh, cos angelia (the administrater) sent the JIC participants an email..
saying, "thanks for taking part" blah blah blah..

and then there was this part that said,
"congratulations to individual prize winners".

Alyssa Lie: 3rd (11years Girls 200m IM)

Stacy Tan: 1st (8years Girls 50m Free) & 3rd (8years Girls 50m Back)

AND THAT WAS IT!
ohmygosh. i FREAKED OUT.

then the relay team winners were:

2nd: 8years Girls 200m Free Relay
(Magdalene Wong, Tan Mae Shuen, Sophia Eristoff & Stacy Tan)

3rd: 8years Girls 200m Medley Relay
(Stacy Tan, Sophia Eristoff, Magdalene Wong & Tan Mae Shuen)

3rd: 11years Girls 200m Free Relay
(Seow Yin Yi, Bianca Letele, Vanessa Heng & Alyssa Lie)

2nd: 11years Girls 200m Medley Relay
(Alyssa Lie, Sophie Rusli, Seow Yin Yi & Bianca Letele)

aiya. that one not so bad larhh.
ahaha.

so here's my msg to all apsc swimmers:

TRAIN HARD AND DON'T LET APSC DOWN!

we are not here to create champions but an environment where champions are inevitable.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

(: hi hi.
it's kind of weird.
everyone's not blogging and im blogging REALLY REALLY OFTEN!

okayyes. anyway.

THERES ONLY A WEEK LEFT TO PSLE RESULTS! xD

*gasps for breath*
EEK! im like DYINGGG..
SOMEONE SAVE ME!

sorry. im known for..

#1 MY SARCASM.
#2 BEING DRAMATIC.
#3 BEING LAME.
#4 BEING ME!

for those of you who actually read the posts on my blog,
you probably know all this already.

ATTENTION!
ARENA WAREHOUSE SALE ON 29 NOVEMBER 2006!


YES YES YES! im going to get more arena stuff. WHOOTS!
i wanna get..

- ARENA SHORTS
- ARENA GOGGLES
- ARENA.. COSTUMES?
- ARENA SHIRTS
andddddd..

ok i think that's it.
(:

OH. and i've decided to add a "calender" into my blog.
and add some more wishes into my wishlist.
and maybe delete the song list. (sorry to those who liked the songs)

uh huh. i think that's about it.

LIVE IT UP

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

more upcoming events !

12 november : junior inter-club age group swimming championships 2006

18 november : barbeque party as a "farewell party" for the ASIAN GAMES swimmers. [at jed's house]

23 november : collection of PSLE results

25 november : DENTAL APPOINTMENT. [braces?]

8 december: stephanie's birthday (:

25 december: CHRISTMASSSS! <333

20-27 december: COE training break. [YAYYE]

>> a weird quiz. consists of 30 questions.

#1. Are you a Chinese or English freako?
- it depends. if you talk about exam papers, then CHINESE! if it's like, oral, then ENGLISH!

#2. If time is going to stop,what will you possibly do for that time?
- i don't know. wait for the time to stop?

#3.Do you prefer a playpool or playground?
- none. im into computers now.

#4.Do you usually gossip about others or being gossiped?
- if i said that i never gossiped, i would be lying. but i usually try to keep quiet UNLESS i can't take it anymore. of course, it's also inevitable that others will gossip about me.

#5.Do you like simple or complicated stuff?
- depends.

#6.Do you tackle numbers better or alphabets?
- if i had a choice, i'll say, "none." but if i had to choose, then im sorry, i choose NUMBERS.

#7.What makes you pissed off?
- hmmm. this is a tough one... everything i guess. look at my "hates" list. (:
[but of course, there's always more than meets the eye]

#8.How was your childhood?
- sad to say i don't have one.
[singapore kids have no childhood]

#9.Do you have inspirations without perspirations?
- of course.

#10.Do you think 24 hours is too long,too short or just okay?
- if i have nothing to do, the obvious answer is "too long".
if i have alot of things to complete [e.g. assignments] then of course, the answer is "too short".
so the answer actually depends.

#11.Would you judge people by their appearance?
- i'll have a first impression after seeing the person, but i won't judge a person by that.

#12.What is attractive in my eyes?
- ermm.

#13.Do you like the day or night?Explain why
- bothh.
day : activities take place. FUN.
night : a new day approaches tmrw!

#14.Do you treasure things that you own or do you have insatiable ideas?
- that depends.

#15.If your computer just hanged up with a long long documents not being saved,how will you react?
- STEPS:
1. i'll try to salvage the problem. [if this can be done, i'll stop. if not, move to step 2]
2. retype the whole document. [if this is impossible, move to step 3]
3. aiya. just give up. go school the next day and tell the teacher that my com hanged.

#16.Do you believe in miracles?Or was it long predestined?
- depends.

#17.Do you often tend to forget about the past or trying hard to do so?what are you trying to forget about?
- i try hard to forget sad memories. and why would you wanna know what im trying to forget??

#18.In you mind,why there are colours out there?
-cos they are meant to be there and to brighten up the world?i don't know

#19.Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful and shed a tear for them etc?
- yes. everyone has a consience.

#20.Describe yourself as in attitude
- gives up easily. VERY VERY FRAGILE.

#21.Do you suddenly lose grasp of hope to survive as yet?
- look at question 20.

#22.Give 3 advantages you get to live
- SCHOOL?
- FRIENDS.
- TRAINING.

#23.What is your ambition in life?
- to have an ambition.

#24.Do you beieve in horoscope etc?
- nawhh. those are CRAP. your fate is in YOUR hands.

#25.Describe music in your life
- rock. pop. country

#26.Which country would you like to go when you can afford it?
- america/australia.

#27.What do you think blogging is about?
- letting your feelings made known to public.

#28.What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
- anything that suits the present me.

#29.When you fail a test,how will you react?
- i'll break down and cry for 3 days and 3 nights. [hahaha]
OH. ANDDDD. I'LL try to BUCK UP.

#30.Pass this to 7 friends for them to get it done.
- amanda yim.
- alicia tan.
- MARIECHONG.
- claire teng.
- stephanie glarbo.
- cheryl lim.
- anyone else.

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Monday, November 13, 2006

hello people.

just came back from sports school.
JIC just ended.

hmmm. about my performance,
i think i did pretty well.

200IM : 2.46min (3rd)
50m FREE : 30.14s (4th)
50m BACK : 36.65s (5th)

i improved by 10s for 200IM.
UBER SHOCKED THAT I GOT THIRD.
! TOTALLY NOT EXPECTED !
MY FIRST MEDAL FOR IM.
YAY ! (:


well hopefully that will give me a reason to train hard for.
XD.

improved 2secs for 50m back.
unexpected too! hahahaha.
i didn't think i'd do that well..
(:

BUT THE BEST PART WAS WINNING MEDALS FOR BOTH RELAYS!

must must must must must thank everyone in the relay team for doing their best.
i REALLY didn't think that we even had a chance to win.
HAHA!

so in the end, i have..

2 bronzes.
1 silver.

WHOOHOOO! (:
this is my best JIC ever.
and my last.
it is memorable.

thank you :

1) GOD!
2) HERBERT! [my coach]
3) PARENTS!
4) FRIENDS!
5) EVERYONE OUT THERE WHO GAVE ME SUPPORT!

it really means a lot to me.
it does.
a big THANK YOU to you all.

watch me guys, im gonna trash and own y'all in JAG.
mark my words. you're gonna need it.

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

haha.

JOSEPH SCHOOLING.
TEO ZHEN REN.
AARON LIM.
HAILI.

attention : the people above are CRAZYYYY.

apparently they all think that i like ZHEN REN.
like, WHAT!?

ME? like ZHEN REN?
*faints*

haha! ok fine that was kinda mean.
the truth is, i do NOT like zhen ren.
but as a friend, yeahh. i do.

in conclusion : i like zhen ren as a friend.
there! problem solved.

so everyone was going nuts when i had no choice but to partner zhen ren for dryland training.

PLUS THE STUPID, STUPID 360 DEGREES EXERCISE.
DAMN EMBARRASSING LAH.

and joseph is SICK IN THE MIND.
he keeps on talking about STRIPPING.
and and and.. HES A FLASHERR.
ah well, that's what i heard from the other boys lah!
so for clarification, ask THEM.

[end of topic]

JIC IS TOMORROW! aaaaaahh.
ok, ____ says :

"JIC IS A WASTE OF TIME. JUST GO THERE AND TRASH EVERYBODY."

okayye. im so gonna embarrass myself tomorrow.
i'll be like, FREAKING slow.
or rather, the only FREAKING SLOW one in COE.
aaaahh.
i wanna wear a paper bag over my head for JIC tomorrow.
cos' i'll be the only COE person who is INcapable of trashing ANYBODY.


T.T

im gonna maple now.
keep taggin'!
thanks.
ciao.

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Thursday, November 9, 2006

hi. im like lagging post now.
hehhs.
okayye. shall give a futile attempt to revive this dead blog.
wait, is my blog considered dead?

hahahs.
ermmmm.
nothing's up lately. life's been pretty boringgg..
just.. wake up early at 4.30 in the morning, go swimming, come back home, watch a couple of dvds, go swimming again, come back home, go on the com, and then sleep.

like my schedule? it's simple, and easy to remember (:

so now the girls in COE are going crazy over dvds. (HAHA!)

yupps. life's been the same i guess..
during training i DIE just trying to make time.
seriously that sucks. and a little advice: DON'T TRY IT.

you know, i've looked around. and i've noticed something.
since it's school holidays already, almost all my friends (in school) have gone on holiday.
to tokyo, japan, perth. ALL THE FREAKING COOL PLACES.

and im stuck here in SINGAPORE. for what?
SWIMMING.
yes.
IM STUCK HERE IN SINGAPORE TO SWIM 10 TIMES A WEEK.
and for what?
I HAVE NO IDEA.
i have no aim.
no goal.

everything just seems so.. out of reach.
i don't dare to aim for anything too difficult.
for example, i don't dare to be too confident that i'll make it to next year's SEA AGE CHAMPS.
i don't dare to dream that i'll get a medal for JIC.
i don't dare to imagine what my PSLE score will be.

the higher your hope, the bigger the disappointment

okayye. that's the end of my BORING LYFE.
thanks for reading. (if you had)
i appreciate it.
that's all folks. goodnight.


P.S. i am going to try and live by this :

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

hello.

yeahh. for those who actually noticed i changed my blogskin.
well, yeahh. nice?
i chose it.
I LOVE ORANGEEE! it's my fave colour.
no eye-deer whyy. harhar.

ermm. okayye.
today our set was meant to be hard.
but it turned out quite easy actually.

5x200 des 1-5 on 4.30.

i did freestyle. COOL.
haven't done FS for like, darn long already.
yupps.

then on monday we had 20x100 B/F heart rate set.
damn shit larhh. haha.
ON MONDAY LEHH.

[change of subject]

OK IM DARN BOREDD.
im bored E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y.
that sucks. doesn't it?
nothing to do at home. at least training kills about.. 6 hours of boredom.
HAHA.
now im into cross-stitch.
yeahh. KILLING BOREDOM. heh.

anddddd.
i have an appointment with the dentist on 25 nov.
BRACESSSSSSSSS. aaarghh.
ARE THEY PAINFUL? like, hell yeahh.
okay nevermind.
JIC's more important right now. AND. PSLE results.
oh ya that reminds me..
WHY DO THEY TAKE DAMN FREAKING LONG JUST TO RETURN US A SLIP OF PAPER?
so crappyy. they only return us the results A MONTH (i repeat : a MONTH) after the actual exams.
teachers must've been slacking.

actually the only reason whyy im posting now is because dearr ZHEKANG asked me to update.
yeahh. but my tagboard is still well and alive so KEEP ON TAGGING kaes?
(:
ok signing off now.
BYEE :P

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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

two posts in one UBER BORING DAY!
pro heh?

>> quiz time! [not again! harhar]

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, s0 I MUST
- be unique.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST
- be heavy?

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST
- be depressed.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST
- be bimbotic. cos MOST cheerleaders are.

I'm on a DANCE TEAM, so I MUST
- be insane to have joined in the first place.

I wear long skirts a lot, so I MUST
- be female.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST
- hate studying?

I'm RICH, so I MUST
- donate donate and DONATE.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST
- like black.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST
- have dyed my hair.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST
- be dreaming.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST
- be kidding.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST
- be happy!

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST
- be crazy.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST
- be MAD!

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST
- like performing?

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST
- not eat meat.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST
- be a ROCKER too! :P

I don't like the SUN so I MUST
- stay indoors.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST
- not worry, be happy.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST
- be GAY..

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST
- be hopeless.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST
- be GAY.

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST
- be good at art!

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST
- be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST
- be weird.

I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST
- defend alot??

I read Pokemon Comics, so I MUST
- be a pokemon fan.

I draw ANIME so I MUST
- draw anime well?

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST
- not be a fanboy?

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST
- not have a sibling.

I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST
- be like alicia claire tan hwei wern and amanda yim qian wen.

I'm WELSH so I MUST
- not speak english?

I'm a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST
- be young and write?

I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST
- be young.

I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST
- be siao.

I care about the ENVIRONMENT, so I MUST
- be like steve irwin.

I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST
- be a fan character??

I like SATURDAY MORNING CARTOONS, so I MUST
- be a kids central fan.

I like READING, so I MUST
- be ALICIA!

I am a WITCH, so I MUST
- be EVILL.

I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST
- be vulgarity-free.

I like GAMES, POKEMON and COMICS, so I MUST
- be alyssa! except for the pokemon part.

I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST
- be good at english.

I'm STRONG so I MUST
- not be weak.

I don't want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST
- be a boy.

I love MARCHING BANDS, so I MUST
- love marching alot.

>> that's all! haha. nights (:

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

ok this is gonna be a real short update.
gotta dash in a few mins.

so.
JIC is in a week's time.
supposed to be well-prepared by now.
as the days pass by, i don't know why i just kinda feel more.. nervous.
i don't know. can't explain this feeling.
it's like, it has been ONE FULL YEAR since i have not improved on my timings.
ever since JIC 2005 when my back problem emerged out of NOWHERE.
sighs. be prepared for another devastating moment on 12 november 2006.

okayye.
countdown to psle results : 18 days.
i don't really have to worry actually.
i have the SBC class in mgs already.
BUT. i am very VERY scared that i won't do well.
i mean, what will be the impression of my friends be?
that im not really smart? that i do well in exams cos im LUCKY?
i don't know.. really really stressed.
i mean. im a scholar. and i've just tried out for another award.
all rounder.
scholar.
swimmer.
aargh the pain is getting to me.

ok. enough trash talk.
im done with it.
nights.

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