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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
Friday, August 31, 2007

Ohmygoodness I never knew celebrations at rg could be this fun.
At first it started out quite boring, then the sec one SLs did their performances.

I LOVE TERM 2 SLS <3

Heh, yep. They danced well okay! <3 rach pris peiqi xinyi!
Did I miss out anyone? I HOPE NOT ;D

&&& Gohgoh and I had a tremendously fun time.
Here's one of our lame convos:

Alyyy
Wahlao, look at ______. She can't dance for nuts lah! Seriously.

Huazhen
Who wants to dance for nuts? I also won't dance for nuts.

Huazhen
I'll only dance for MONEY.

Alyyy
HAHAHAHAHAH WTH WTH LOLLLL.

Hurhur :D
Oh & the performance done by the male teachers was duperly funny :)
Yup, I can't explain it fully here :/
So I shan't bother to.

After school I went back to visit dearest mgs <33
And gave teachers presents. Took pics with them too.
All with amanda, shall get her to send me the pics another day (:

I miss primary school life ):

Okay okay enough digressing.
Me amandayim soph yiching went to far east after that.
Had lunch at KFC and met shanxi there.
Walked around for ages and couldn't find anything to buy.
Until finally amanda & I got shirts ;D

Then home, and trg.
Lol.

Off to watch saiyuki the ultimate LOVE.
CHO HAKKAI <3!>.<

Hees.
I love my hair now. Because you like it (:

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CONFESS,
Wednesday, August 29, 2007

(now bury me in memory)

Aly is a happy girl today, because

I like my new and refurnished blog. Now includes song lyrics at the side which will be updated frequently (I suppose) & I inserted a quote too ;D

Here's another damn cool quote which I found.

"There is water in every lane, so it is okay."
- Ian Thorpe (on being in Lane 5 for a final).

((:


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PRIDE
Sunday, August 26, 2007






I WANT :D
To watch it with you <3

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ALICIAAAA :D
Friday, August 24, 2007

FUNNY CONVOS IN SCHOOLLLLL!

Alicia tan & Alicia fong were queueing up with me to wait for our turns to iron our aprons during aesthetics. As our teacher instructed us on our first lesson that we have to off the switch before the next person uses the iron, Elyssa, who was in front of Alicia tan, turned it off.

Here's the scenario:

Elyssa
(Finishes ironing, turns off switch, and leaves)

Alicia Tan
(Not noticing that the switch is off)

Alicia Tan
(Takes the iron and starts ironing her apron without the switch on.)

Alyyy
Eh Alicia! THE SWITCH IS OFF.

Alicia Tan & Alicia Fong & I
HAHAHAHAHAH.

Alicia Tan
(Attempts to save herself from further embarrassment by turning on the switch.)

Alyyy
(Notices that there are two switches side by side, one plugged in to the iron and the other UNPLUGGED.)

Alicia Tan
(In the midst of all the laughing, turns on the UNPLUGGED SWITCH.)

Alicia Tan
(Continues ironing with the UNPLUGGED SWITCH on)

Alyyy
EH ALICIA. WRONG SWITCH.

Alicia Tan & Alicia Fong & I
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Ohgoodness ALICIA TAN. HOW BLUR CAN YOU GET!! :/
Hahahahah you sure bring joy to my life man ;D

Oh oh oh another duper funny incident during assembly >.<

Okay Wanting, Bingrui, Alicia Tan and I were sitting in this position:

A B
C D

A = Wanting
B = Alicia Tan
C = Bingrui
D = Me ;D

Then then then.

Alyyy
(Pokes Alicia on her left shoulder on purpose)

Alicia Tan
(Turns to her left on her first instinct.)

Alicia Tan
(Sees Wanting at her left.)

Alicia Tan
(Tells Wanting) YOU! WHY YOU POKE ME!! *Whacks her*

Wanting
(Blur) HUH? I NEVER POKE YOU!

Alicia Tan
(Realises it wasn't Wanting)

Alicia Tan
(Turns to the person behind Wanting -- Bingrui.)

Alicia Tan
(Tells Bingrui) THAT MEANS IT'S YOU!!!

Bingrui
(SUUUUUUPERRRRR BLUR) HUH!? WHAAAAT?!

Alyyy
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Alicia Tan
(FINALLY REALISES THAT IT'S ME)

Alicia Tan
WAHLAO ALYSSA!!!! *Slaps my leg real hard*

Alyyy
:P

Hahah ;D
School's better nowadays. I shall only talk to people whom I feel happy with ;D
AVOID ALL CONFLICTS :/

Hopefully Alicia Tan does something funny at chinese tuition tmr (She always does :P)
Lol, I sign off here.

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ROTI PRATA, ANYONE?
Thursday, August 23, 2007

Something funny Wanting told me that Alicia said.

Alicia
I think I'm doing roti prata for the traditional food compo thingy.

Alicia
I'll do food of any races except indian.

Wanting
HAHAHAH YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW ROTI PRATA WAS INDIAN FOOD?!

Me & Wanting
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ;D

Okay other than that, all I have to post is:

ALL THE BEST TO ALL SWIMMERS GOING AAG!

Have fun :/

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101 TRUTHS
Monday, August 20, 2007

001. Real name?
- Alyssa

002. Nickname?
- Aly <3

003. Are you married?
- I'm 13 this year.

004. Horoscope sign?
- Either Aries or Taurus, not too sure. But I usually use Taurus :D

005. Male or female?
- Female.

006. Elementary?
- Some school in my neighbourhood; can't rmb what it's called. Damn.

007. Middle?
- MGS <3

008. Highschool?
- RGS

010. Hair color?
- Uh, brownish-black? I'm wishing it'll turn more brown.

011. Long or short?
- Long, I suppose.

015. Are you health freak?
- No. I gave up trying to be one.

016.Height?
- 167 ;DD

017. Do you have a crush on someone?
- Hmm.

018. Do you like yourself?
- If I feel like it.

019. Piercings?
- Both ears.

020. Tattoos?
- No thanks.

021. Righty or lefty?
- Right.

FIRSTS:

022.First surgery?
- Erm, don't think I've gone for one before.

023. First piercing?
- Ears.

024. First best friend?
- I seriously can't rmb. Why is this quiz asking so many funny questions? -.-

025. First award received in?
- Eh, define 'award'.

026. First sport you joined?
- Swimming <33

027. First pet?
- Bird -.-

028. First vacation?
- Dunno.

029. First concert?
- How many times must I say I can't rmb?!

030. First crush in?
- FOOD :D Ohman I LOVE FOOD :D

049. Eating?
- Nothing.

050. Drinking?
- Waterrrr.

052. I'm about to?
- Finish this quiz.

055. Waiting for?
- Time to pass.

058. Want kids?
- Refer to question 1.

059. Want to get married?
- Refer to question 58.

060. Careers in mind?
- (No comments.)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

068. Lips or eyes?
- Uh, both?

069. Hugs or kisses?
- Hugs [:

070. Shorter or taller?
- TALLLERRRRRR.

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
- Anything's fine.

073. Nice stomach or nice arms?
- Both laah.

074. Sensitive or loud?
- Uhmm.

075. Hook-up or relationship?
- Relationshippp.

077. Trouble maker or hesitant?
- A bit of both :D

078. Kissed a stranger?
- (Rolls eyes.) DUH NO.

079. Drank bubbles?
- Not that I remember of.

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
- I don't wear glasses/contacts. YAY ME!

081. Ran away from home?
- I'll miss my bed if I did.

084. Broken someone's heart?
- Doubt so.

085. Been arrested?
- No?

086. Turned someone down?
- Yeah, loads of times.

087. Cried when someone died?
- No. Not yet anyway.

088. Liked a friend?
- I like all my friends. Well, MOST.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself?
- Maybe :/

090. Miracles?
- Maybe :/

091. Love at first sight?
- Perhaps.

092. Heaven?
- Mmhmm.

093. Santa clause?
- He owes me 13 presents for each christmas -.-

094. Sex on first date?
- OMG NO..!

096. Angels?
- Guess so?

097. Ghost?
- Erm. YES HAHAH :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

098. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
- Yessss ):<

099. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
- I have many girlfriends :D

100. Do you believe in God?
- Yep.

101. Will you post this as "101Truths"?
- Just did.

DANG IT I WASTED ALL MY TIME WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR WATCHING GENSOMADEN SAIYUKI ON THIS TIME-CONSUMING USELESS QUIZ.
GYAHH.

One post. That's all I'm posting for today. Maybe I'll feel like posting tmr.
Bye.

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WHAT IF
Sunday, August 19, 2007

If I had to leave one day,

Would you hold me tight, and never let go?
Would you remember me as a good friend, someone who stood by you all the time?

Would you forget me, and pretend everything was well?
Would you miss me, like I will miss you?

Would you regret knowing me, even though you know it's too late to change that?
Would you love me, like you used to..

I wish things didn't have to turn out this way )':
Just when we thought all was well..

Three more days, and I'll let you know how it goes.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you
Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me and
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
- The Academy Is

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RAFFLES SPEECH DAY
Saturday, August 18, 2007

Speech day was okay. Luckily I sat with the swimmers so it didn't turn out that bad afterall.

Blogging has become such a harder task for me.
Shan't waste my time here anymore;
I'll try to finish up as much work as I can by today.

No school on monday, hooray.

I'm tired. Goodbye.

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WHEN YOU'RE GONE
Wednesday, August 15, 2007

)':

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SHOT THROUGH THE HEART, AND YOU'RE TO BLAME
Monday, August 13, 2007

Chinese oral was kinda funny today.

The passage was this quite hard thingy, and there were alottttttt of words that I had absolutely no idea how to read, so I just guessed how to read it, and unfortunately it didn't work out so well.

There was this word, pronounced as chou3 lou4. I knew how to read the chou3 but not the lou4.
So being the superduper ultraultimate sucker at chinese me, I didn't bother trying to guess how to read lou4.
Because I knew that if I anyhow guessed how to read it, I'd just be embarrassing myself if I got it wrong.
In fact, I initially decided to take the gamble and pronounce as some other funny word. Heh. Thank God I didn't.

So, in the end I decided to might as well skip the word since there was only one word I didn't know how to read and it was the word lou4. So yup. I continued scanning through the passage while waiting for my turn.

30 seconds later, in the next line, I saw the word chou3 lou4 again. And I was like. OHSHIT. Now I have to skip two words. And guess what. The last few lines of the passage had chou3 lou4 AGAIN -.-

So my oral pretty expectedly sucked. Considering that there was this awkward silence after everytime I read chou3. Hahah. And it happened 3 times.

Damn lah I'm so unluckyy.

Don't give up, you're not thinking
Don't give up, just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you
- Waking Ashland

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CHANGE OF HEART
Saturday, August 11, 2007

I actually typed out twice about complaining that singapore doesn't give other people (like me) a chance to represent singapore in overseas meets & all those stuff.

I decided to erase them. And forget about everything.

No, I won't forget about making it to the team.
I'll just let go of the fact that I didn't qualify for any meets this year.

I'll wait. If that's what I need to do.
I'll train. Hard. If that's what is required.

& For now. I'll sign off.
Au Revoir.

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EOIs >:/
Friday, August 10, 2007

Yes EOIs are back to haunt me. Grrrr.
I can't mug for nuts.
I.HAVE.TO.MUG.

But first I shall blog :D

Tmr
Ohman tmr's gonna be a long & quite tiring day for me.
0530-0730 Swimming trg
0900-1100 Chinese tuition
1400-1500 MASSAGEEEEEE :D :D :D :D
1630-1800 English tuition

And after that I'm totally free. Hooray.
But I'm gonna be like how tired laah. Last week I practically fell asleep during chinese tuition. Sighs.

OMG I RAN OUTTA THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT ALR D:
Neway,

LOL. Okay I am being weird & bloody random but nevermind.
I. NEED. BOOKS. TO. READ. to kill time.

Debb's book sounds interesting. I wanna read it.
But for now, I'll stick to mugging for geog exam.

OMG I just wasted my precious 30 mins blogging about sth lame when I could be reading my geog notes!
Wth am I doing -.-

Sayonaraaa.

[edit]
You can't help but get kinda demoralised when you see how everyone else qualifies for overseas meets, and how much fun they have..

It seems as if I'm the only one who never gets to go for these kinda comps, even though I can guarantee you I train a hell lot more sessions than the others.

When will my time come?
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SPECIAL OCCASION
Thursday, August 9, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Ahwell it's not exactly like I even care or anything, but thank God for the long weekend that National Day gave us (:

Training as usual, awww man. But at least I get more free time to sleep and do other stuff like post :D

Heartrate set later ):<
Geog test next week ):<

Ohboy, holidays aren't gonna seem like holidays anymore..

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
- Evan and Jaron

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DAMN. IT.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007

After putting in buckets load of effort, I realised three things.

Yep.

Elaboration on point one (Since teachers are always going on about elaborating your ans & stuff, I figured I might as well practise here) :

Well, you see. I've been trying to msg less this past month. And I thought that I msged only like, around 700 smses, which is a farrrrrr cry from June's 2000+ smses. Yup. After getting my phone bill for June, my dad said I better cut down on smsing cos my bill's too high. So I tried. And for July my phone bill was $66 (which is $14 less than June's) and I still end up getting scolded.

Well done me.

Elaboration on point two:

...
I don't see the point in kicking hard when you do 1.12 for both kicking hard and not kicking at all. Nevertheless, this week started out badly. Swam my first not-so-bad session of the week today. Probably because I got to use fins, but I'll count it anyway as an encouragement :P

Elaboration on point three:

AHAHAHAHA I read the sick parts already, and I find them quite (cough cough) interesting.. Yes. About how Charlie describes that he used too much force trying to unhook Fay's bra hook and ended up breaking it. And about how he mentions that the only thing Fay and he have in common is sex. Hahahah.. Never thought Flowers for Algernon could turn out like this.

Anyway. Rachel mentioned that my posts are poetic? WTH.
If they were I would be scoring 26/25 for my lit tests already. And apparently that isn't ever gonna happen so I guess my posts are never gonna be poetic too (:

Ahwell a boring update because today's such a boring day. Maybe I'll go out with some of my friends on Friday.

What's life without a lil' fun? Even if you're striving really hard to achieve your goal, it's important to know how to relax.

That's bloody hard to learn. I have to learn how to chill. I'll try stuffing myself into my freezer tmr [:

Okay 70 PAGES LEFT TO GO.
Bye ;D

I cannot wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're okay with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen
- Relient K
I wish my dad would understand why my phone bill explodes.


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SCREWED!
Monday, August 6, 2007

Hahah, yes my life is totally screwed up nowadays.

Anyway I keep forcing myself to post because my blog's getting dead, but I seriously can't find anything to post about! Erm okay maybe one or two funny convos, but usually whenever I'm on the com, I'm either chatting online/doing my work. Hardly blog, so there you go!

Chionging history PT last minute now, I know I should've completed it long ago, but I didn't expect my schedule to be so tight that I can't even squeeze out half an hour to blog or sth. I reached home surprisingly late; I didn't expect to reach home later than 7.30, because 7.30 is usually the time when I finish dinner and I start doing work.

I've reached the last two episodes for prison break; can't wait to watch the end of season 1. I. Need. More. Time.

If only a day could last 48 hours.

I think I'm thinking too much about fantasy. Gotta get back to reality. We're all fighting for the same thing. It's about how you fight for it, and how much you want it. I guess I didn't give enough effort, or maybe I'm just not cut out for it.

Swimming; Is it really worth it to be sacrificing so much?

Training 10 times a week; Will it get you to where you dream to be?

And yet again my questions remain unanswered.
I'll search for them till I find it.

Lit SA is over. I can't believe it. Luckily Flowers for Algernon came out. I would've died if The Greatest Gift did.

Anyway I'm so tired that I can just collapse on my bed and fall asleep in less than 5 mins.
Fell asleep during math today, I really couldn't hold on.

I keep telling myself to let go. Like, why can't I just go on a day without doing my homework. Why can't I just go on a day without training. Why.

An extract from Flowers for Algernon which pretty much relates to me:

June 15 Dr Strauss came to see me again. I wouldn't open the door and I told him to go away. I want to be left to myself. I have become touchy and irritable. I feel the darkness closing in. It's hard to throw off thoughts of suicide. I keep telling myself how important this introspective journal will be.

It's a strange sensation to pick up a book that you've read and enjoyed just a few months ago and discover that you don't remember it. I remembered how great I thought John Milton was, but when I picked up Paradise Lost I couldn't understand it at all. I got so angry I threw the book across the room.

I've got to try to hold on to some of it. Some of the things I've learned. Oh, God, please don't take it all away.

I wouldn't be living if not for you and your love for me.

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WOW
Sunday, August 5, 2007

Ages since I posted.
Not going to post much, still haven't finished chinese & geog homework.

Lit SA tmr.
Ting xie tmr.
Argh tmr's gonna be a hard day.

Into Oblivion

The days I've felt alone
And the sea, it brings me back again
So that I can see my wife
And I can see my child
Home, I'm home, it never changes
Same old faces, same old places

I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
Into oblivion

Find in me the hope
That you have never known
Find in us the faith
The faith to bring you home

I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
And found my own reflection there (reflection there)

Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed
Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed
Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed

I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
And found my own reflection there

- Funeral for a friend

Well, I suppose I could do with a funeral.

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TEEHEE
Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Okay okay we ALL know it's wrong to blog during school hours but WHO CARES, especially when you've ohso angelically(sp?) finished your com studies projects & stuffs that you can't resist posting. Not when you're bored anyway (:

12.07. Damn it, one and a half more hours of school left -.-
I wanna go home! >.<
Nothing's happened lately, just making stupid songs for history presentation :D And I'm in charge of powerpoint so hopefully I don't have to singggg! Whee love the songs but HATE singing them. Especially in nursery rhymes.

History PT due next tuesday & I haven't finished it yet. Urgh. Left the crucial parts of the PT. Heh! Y'know what, I'll just chiong it during the weekends after I take pics (KATCHA!) Hahah :D Oh oh oh lit SA on monday and it's on FLOWERS FOR ALGERNON and THE GREATEST GIFT. Mygawd I am soooo dead.

Oh yes, skinfold went up by 13! Yes, THIRTEEN. I had to resist from eating ice cream ytd cause I realised that I was too fat and that I have to cut down on unhealthy stuff )': Boo hoo! STUPID SKINFOLD. And somehow SOME people like _________ want to take skinfold. How silly -.-

Still bored. Bout half an hour more till com studs end (yay!) Hahah, com studs rock cause I can slack. But it sucks cause it's so boring. The only reason why I hadn't been posting during com studs since beginning of term 3 is that the stooooopid internet couldn't work. Lol [:

All my friends/competitors are going to AAG )': I've seemed to miss out on every single comp this year by one or two positions. I can't believe it. Urgh. Life seems so unfair but I guess that's the way it is for everyone else too.

I remember Rachel once commented on this quote.
"Fate is in your hands."

She said, "Well, then where's the fun in life?"
Hahah, I think it kinda made sense (:

Sighs. I am dying of boredom. Training later in the afternoon at toa payoh. Yes COE moved back to toa payoh. It's better for me, since I can take bus home and I can take bus to toa payoh from school on tues & thurs. Hehs, more convenient :D Also, we get massage! I hope :P

But but but, no more hot water. And we have to share the pool with SSA or something like that. Boo hoo. And I won't get to see sab or amanda toh anymore. Sorry cheryl, can't help you pass your letters anymore..

I just realised I post much more in school than at home. Hmmm that's just awfully weird. Anyway, no comps coming up for me so I guess it's just training hard and training hard and training hard for me. How interesting. Training hard with no comps in target. No wonder sometimes I lose motivation. Lol.

Y'know what, I think I've slacked enough so I'll work on the stupid song for history (hee!) and I'll email it to myself so that I can do a powerpoint on it at home. Also, I MUST REMEMBER TO CHIONG HISTORY PT AND MUG FOR LIT SA ON MONDAY.

Okay, so later when I go on the com at night there's no more excuse to blog again since I've already blogged for today.

Bye people, thanks for tagging (:

I feel so close yet so far from you, sometimes.

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