Finished my 200m track event today.

Finished 4th? Or was it 6th?
Hmmm.. Not too sure.

Definitely not last. YAY! (:

I mean, for one fact, i didn't exactly put in 100% effort, and for another fact i never actually trained for this.
Oh. One more thing, i didn't warm up properly. I just jogged one round around the track.

Hees.

That's so unfair! Compared to swimming. I mean, you have to train 10 times a week just to swim like, 50m, 100m and 200m for a comp. BLEAH.

Yes, tell me that sucks :DD

But surprisingly i've grown to love swimming. Yaahh.. Don't know why. But ANYWAY.

I DID WELL FOR TRG TODAY!
Considering the fact that i went for 200m sprint before that and that my legs were still wobbly from the run (x

I did 1.07! WHOOHOO!
Yaah i know it may not seem as a pretty good timing to you guys but i'm still glad i did 1.07 (:

Ok ok i shall not blabber rubbish anymore.
And basically that was what i wanted to post.
Well, at least i think so.

I shall put in effort to update this blog on a REGULAR basis.
Goodbye and have a nice day (:

P.S. Ms picca indirectly scolded me for not writing reflections after EVERY lesson in the lit journal.
P.P.S. I don't think i have so much time to write reflections after EVERY lesson.
P.P.P.S. I owe people letters T.T
P.P.P.P.S. I hope tmr's CLE skit works out (: It's damn funny laah!
P.P.P.P.P.S. I think i should end now (: BYE!
P.P.P.P.P.P.S. SORRY! ONE MORE THING! THURS MORNING OFF! WHOOPEE! :DD
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I'm starting to get tired.

Tired of all this shit.
Tired of training hard.
Tired of putting in 200% effort all the time.
Tired of trying, and trying.

Because i know, that i'm never going to get anything outta it.

I'm feeling very stressed right now.
No, I won't share it with you.
You won't understand, that's for sure.

I don't need your fake sympathy.

I'm feeling really bad as it is already.
I could do without feeling worse.

Why is it so hard for other people to understand (in this case, other people refers to my classmates) that i do not have as much time as them to do homework?

and the worst thing is, they say that the workload is really heavy.

SHOULDN'T I GO AND COMMIT SUICIDE THEN?

If this is already a burden to you guys (my classmates) already,

THEN WHAT ABOUT ME?
Have you ever cared about my feelings?

Have you ever thought that saying all those negative things make me feel all the more stressed?
AARGHHH!

Don't lie to me, i know you have NEVER thought about that.

I'm already doing very badly for swimming already.
And i don't want to find out that i'm lagging behind in school work too.

I blame myself for not being able to handle the stress.
I mean, i should've seen it coming.
I should have seen it coming a long time ago.

i should have seen it when i first gave my commitment to COE.
to swimming 10 times a week.
to sacrificing tv, games, movies and alot of other entertainment.

i'm trying.
i'm trying really hard.

And, to speak the truth,
I AM EFFIN PISSED OFF WITH YOU PEOPLE!

You guys finish EVERY SINGLE DETAIL of homework ALL THE TIME.
And if you don't,
And i mean,
you don't finish ONE question,
JUST ONE QUESTION,

You go nuts! You go "OMG! I didn't do one question! How? Sure die! OMG OMG!"

And i stare at you, thinking, "I didn't have time to even do worksheet, let alone that question."

And you know how BAD it feels?
To think that you actually had that teeny weeny bit of hope that you could cope with swimming and studies?
and by this i mean have good grades.

Sometimes i can't stand it.
Most of the time i really can't stand it.
All the time i'm trying to stand it.
Never am i able to stand it.

Go the distance
I have often dreamed,
of a far off place
Where a hero’s welcome,
would be waiting for me

Where the crowds will cheer,
when they see my face
And a voice keeps saying,
this is where I’m meant to be

I’ll be there someday,
I can go the distance
I will find my way,
if I can be strong
I know ev’ry mile,
will be worth my while

When I go the distance,
I’ll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road,
to embrace my fate
Though that road may wander,
it will lead me to you

And a thousand years,
would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime,
but somehow I’ll see it through

And I won’t look back,
I can go the distance
And I’ll stay on track,
no, I won’t accept defeat
It’s an uphill slope,
but I won’t lose hope

Till I go the distance,
and my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star,
I will go the distance
I will search the world,
I will face its’ harms

I don’t care how far,
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero’s welcome,
waiting in your arms

I will search the world,
I will face it’s harms
Till I find my hero’s welcome,
waiting in your arms
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Yo. Super short update.

I think i swam quite well today, quite satisfied with my performance. Hope i don't die tomorrow, though i know i will. Sighs. I miss gym training. I want gym training everyday.

Going to withdraw from sports fest. Clashing with SNAG. Too bad.
Sorry tarbet, can't help cha. Personal interests come first :DD

Map drawing for geog is going well. Hope i don't screw up my report. School's going well. Don't owe any teachers homework.

I can't write letters this week. Too tired. Maybe this weekend. I'll try. Sorry guys. Really sorry.

Math active day assignment went well. Thanks alot bingrui, you were a great help. Hope the game actually works. Lol.

Blogging isn't going so well today. Sorry. Short update. Get it? Ok. I am going nuts.

Can't type anymore now. I'm supposed to be typing my report, not this.

And besides, i'm a good girl. I ALWAYS hand up my homework on time.

Especially last year. Right alicia? I'm sure you've noticed :D

I owe catherinetseng, cheryltan, clairelye, nataliekoh, leejing, violetlee letters.
Bang bang, I think i'm better off dead.
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HEY THERE.

I have created a xanga site, and i will be posting there AS WELL AS here! So, please visit both sites to tag! Thanks!

Click here to go there. And please link! :DDD

I will be posting there instead of here today. Don't know why. Seeyou there! :DD

<3456,
ALYSSALLFH
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HEY PEEPS ><

Hahah. Haven't posted for.. ELEVEN DAYS!
Pfffft.

I went back to MG yesterday.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY VISIT SO SPECIAL (:

I really miss you guys out there :D
STEF, CLAIRE, SIYAN, BERNICEEEEE!, JERUSHA, RACHEL CHEW! AND ETC. ETC.!! :DDDD

Okay, I've gotta admit. I went really high and enthu yesterday. Hehs.

***

ANYWAY,
Training's been sucking really badly these few days.
AARGH.
Been feeling really pissed off.
Shall not elaborate, yeahh? (:

Just know that I'm in really bad moods during training and it won't do you any good to offend me ;)

***

Swim carn sucked. Hehh.
I slacked the whole way through, i guess.
Erm, i swam worse than training. HAH.
Did 1.09 for 100m Free.
And this morning i did 1.08! FOR TRAINING.
Lol.
Mass swim was fun!
And it's fun to own and trash people (:

***

I hate school now. Bleahh.
Got tonnes of work.
Can hardly finish all.
Am living my days with the fear of teachers finding out i didn't do work.
Surrounded with kiasu classmates,
who panic if they don't finish ONE question.

I hate that.
I hate all that.
I wish i could return to MG.
I wish i could return to primary school life.
I wish.
I wish..

Yesterday, I couldn't find my class in the classroom.
Roamed around helplessly.
Until i met ms picca.
Then she brought me to look for my classmates.
On the way she asked me,
"So, how are you coping with school?"
I answered,
"Ok.."
Then, she asked me again,
"Then how are you coping with swimming?"
Once again, i replied,
"Ok.."

I couldn't say anything else.
What was there to say?
All my feelings are..
Private.

and i don't wanna let go of them.
it's not safe to.

***

Come to think of it,
I go high REALLY easily.
As in,
even the smallest joke in the world
could make me laugh my heart out.

I thought about it.
I took a test on Tickle.com.
It said that i was only 16% happy.

Then i thought even harder.
I came up with a few reasons why i laugh easily:

#1 I AM CRAZY. HAHAHA.
#2 I am so so so so miserable that i find EVERY SINGLE SMALL REASON to laugh and make my life NOT so miserable.
#3 My goooooodddd friends are so crazy that im affected by them. HAH! :DDD
#4 I am so so so so miserable UNTIL i go crazy. And laugh all the time.
#5 God wanted me that way (:
#6 I am SUPER EMO and i have SEVERE mood swings.

Hmmmm. And i think that's it :DDD
HO KAY!
I think im happy with my post! (:
Hope you had fun reading.
Ciao~

P.S. I OWE SO MANY PEOPLE LETTERS>> AARGHHHHH! >:[[
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BOO!

Did you guys have a scare? Hehh!

OK WHATEVERRRR. IM DONE BEING LAME (:

I'm enjoying school so far i guess :P
Yaah. School's quite fun laah. Compared to all the mugging in 2006. Bleahs.

Lol.

Ok. I have good news for myself today.
IM GOING PERTH!
Yesh. For comp! So fun ehh?
Muahahahah. I pity those going Manila. But im sure it'll still be fun, so DON'T WORRY! (:

And i am super hyper. One reason is because i finished replying letters.
And the other is because I FINISHED THE STUPID STUPID AND IDIOTIC HISTORY ESSAY!

Yay! :DDDD (And yes, more evidence to prove my hyper-ness)
I'VE CHANGED BLOGSKIN!
EVERYONE, LET US REJOICE.

Ok whatever. I don't have time to be lame.
CHIONGING through.. ALL MY HOMEWORK.
Which, sadly, includes of:

RESEARCH ON GRAMMAR
GEOG WORKSHEET
HISTORY WORKSHEET
SCIENCE WORKSHEET
SCIENCE JOURNAL
CLE JOURNAL
PHILO HOMEWORK
CHINESE COMPO CORRECTIONS
LIT 'WITH GREAT PLEASURE' PT

And yes. I think that's ABOUT IT.
I shall be a GOOD girl and start doing work.

ALYSSA IS NOW DOING HER WORK...
[1o mins later..]

YAY.

RESEARCH ON GRAMMAR
GEOG WORKSHEET
HISTORY WORKSHEET
SCIENCE WORKSHEET
SCIENCE JOURNAL
CLE JOURNAL
PHILO HOMEWORK
CHINESE COMPO CORRECTIONS
LIT 'WITH GREAT PLEASURE' PT

Hah! Am i fast or am i fast? :DDD
Ok. Nowww..

ALYSSA IS DOING HER WORK [AGAIN]...
[5 mins later...]

RESEARCH ON GRAMMAR
GEOG WORKSHEET
HISTORY WORKSHEET
SCIENCE WORKSHEET
SCIENCE JOURNAL
CLE JOURNAL
PHILO HOMEWORK
CHINESE COMPO CORRECTIONS
LIT 'WITH GREAT PLEASURE' PT

Yes, i know im fast (:

NOW. WHAT SHALL I DO NEXT.
AHH WHAT THE HELL. I don't feel like doing anything.

Let's see when they're due.
OH YAY.
Most of them are due NEXT WEEK!
So i can chiong through them OVER THE WEEKEND!

Ok.
Just a very very very. RANDOM note,
IM BEGINNING TO BE BETTER AT SPRINTS NOW! :DDD

It's time for my SHOW!
ciao~

P.S. IM GETTING ADDICTED TO JAP. THANKS TO MY BRILLIANT PARTNER, WONGXINYI! <33
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