Valentines day spent all alone on Thursday. No friends let alone lovers lol. It's sad to spend a day that's meant for people to get together and have fun alone :/

I have some bad 2nd impressions on some people in HPK now.

Person A hates me (it's quite obvious) and I hate her too, but Gary made me swim in the same lane as her, and claimed that she is around the same as me for sprinting when I can win her without having to kick at all. Yet she still thinks she's all that. To hell with her.

Person B is nice to me when she feels like it. The other day, her lane was crowded and I was planning to join her lane, but she got angry and she started complaining about how crowded it was and she even shouted, "Can those who don't belong to this lane get out of it?!" Eventually I got pissed off at that comment and I could tell that I wasn't welcome there so I moved to the not-so-fast swimmers lane. She then stopped complaining. That shows that she was chasing me away. She will pay when I show her how much better I am than her.. For now I will be patient and put up with her nonsense.

Person C is generally nice and hasn't done anything to provoke me but she only talks to me when her friends (persons A and B) are not at training. If they are, then I'm practically invisible to her. Don't have to wait till someone tells me that I'm just a substitute friend to her. When she needs me, I'm there. When she doesn't need me, heck about where I am. Sometimes it also seems like she doesn't want me to swim in her lane.

Persons A, B and C swim in the same lane and I try not to go to that lane whenever I can. I don't care if I have to go to the slower swimmers lane to swim. They are definitely a lot nicer and friendlier and they make training alot less serious with all their laughter. And, I get to lead the lane without having to poke the person in front of me (Usually who is Person A) before she gets pissed and asks me to lead. That's why I like swimming in the slower swimmers lane. At least I get some Goddamn respect.

School has been okay so far. I spend my recesses and lunches with the same few people but I never engage in their conversations much. I just sit with them but I do my own homework and stuff cause lunch time is really really long. I also met this girl who is crazy about Edward Cullen too! :D She's in my Math Advanced to top that. Yay! Oh and she's chinese too, I think (:

Okay now I have to do my book reviews and I'm doing my book review on Flowers For Algernon cause it's such a lovely story. Gotta get the habit of reading books now cause I have to read a mininum amount of books each year -.- The teacher will check too, so dammit.

Back to spending time with me myself and I on Valentines day. I wonder when my first Valentines day will be special. Hmm.


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