Today was crappy. From the beginning, right to the very end.

Firstly, morning training. The warm up set was 800 free below 10mins. WHAT THE FUCK LAH. I can't even do below 5min for 400 free even when I'm chionging like siao and now we have 800 free below 10mins for WARM UP. Go and die man.

After that (&*^#$! 800 free, we had 2km timed kick. Great. My kick sucks like shit and now there was 2k timed kick. I got lapped for the first time after 6 laps (which is 200m). 2km was 60 laps and guess how many times I got lapped?

ELEVEN. Yes I got lapped eleven times, which also means, I was TWENTY-TWO laps behind everyone. So when everyone finished 60 laps, I had only done 48 so I had to keep kicking like an idiot (cause I wasn't allowed to cut laps) and then everyone swam like 800 free with fins and finally I ended the same time as them. WTF LAH I HATE HATE HATE HATE KICK SETS.

I thought that was the end of the bad things that would happen to me, but NOOOOOO.. Apparently Heaven made a fool out of me today.

When I got home at around 8.45am, my mom told me that I had to go to school to sit for my FUCKING ENGLISH TEST which was supposed to be at 8.30am this morning. ARGH. The teacher called when I didn't turn up at school and I was like thinking, "WTF I THOUGHT I DIDN'T HAVE TO SIT FOR THE TEST."

In the end I went and the test was pretty easy -.- The teacher marked it on the spot then she confirmed that I was in mainstream english. WHADDAHELL MAN waste my one hour in school.

Afternoon training sucked big time too. I'm telling you, I HATE KICK SETS LIKE SHIT. And my dad actually caught me giving up at the 8x100 kick on 1.45. Helloooo it isn't my fault. For a girl who can't even make 2mins for 100 kick, there isn't even any point to try making 1.45 cycles. It's just wasting her effort. So I slacked away and my dad gave me a long long long lecture on the way home. I cried in the car.

Gary also wants to see me (and probably my father, too) so that he can sit down and talk to the both of us about MY goals etc etc. My dad CLAIMS that Gary said that I can make 27secs in one year and when I heard it, I seriously laughed my head off. What kind of a stupid joke is that. Afterall I'm just a girl who can't even make 2mins for 100 kick. How is it possible to make 27secs for 50 free in one year. Pfftz.

I don't wanna go on anymore. I'm tired of trying. Especially when you STILL get lapped a fucking eleven times even though you do.

School starts on Thursday and that's gonna make training a hell lot worse. Okay I've had enough of this. Time to go downstairs and enjoy dinner while watching tv.

BYE ):<
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