Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don’t need
All I wanted
And what I chased won’t set me free
All I wanted
And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees
Oh, yeah
Everything’s all wrong, yeah
Everything’s all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don’t feel
I’m killing myself from the inside out
And now my head’s been filled with doubt

We’re taught to lead the life you choose
(all I wanted)
You know your love’s run out on you
(all I wanted)
And you can’t see when all your dreams aren’t coming true
Oh, yeah
It’s easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I’m not sure where I belong
And no where’s home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things
I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn’t be the one to kneel
before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies
were all the empty things disguised as me
Mmm, yeah

Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy
Mmm hmmm mmm
- Goo Goo Dolls

Now, Quiz time! Thanks to Marie who tagged me to do this ;D

1. Name a friend who's name starts with "S"
- I'll name two since they're both nice people! (: SARAHLAI & SELE :D

2. 4th person on your missed calls
- Deborah Chua! Hehs.

3. Last text msg you received
- All right. Good. (My math tuition teacher when I told him my results :X)

4. Do you chew on straws?
- Yes, pretty often :/ Whoopsies.

5. Do you have curly hair?
- Well, tonnes of people thought I rebonded my hair?! Which means, NO.

6. Who's the coolest person in your life?
- Ohgosh, this is a killer question. So many possible answers! D:

7. What's the last thing you ate?
- DINNERRRR.

8. What's the last thing you've said to someone and who was it?
- Is that J. Lo? (Dad. He was watching some movie on tv.)

9. Do you watch TV?
- No. I watch television PROGRAMS (cope from Marie who coped from Mandykhoo haha!)

10. What should you be doing right now?
- SLEEPING! zzz.. And preparing to die for tmr morn's trg, of course.

11. Do you have a nickname?
- Oh, I have tonnes. Some examples: Lielie, PHOENIX FLOWER (Omg lah. Thanks alot aliciaFONG), and (My fave one) Aly! :D

12. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Hmm. Not really?

13. Who's the youngest in the family?
- ME! Is that supposed to be a good thing..?

14. Where was the last place you slept other than your home?
- Uhmm. >< Let's see. In the car, and at school. Hehs.

15. Who do you trust the most?
- Depends on the issue :P

16. Do you think people who come up with brain dead quizzes are crying for help in some twisted way?
- Uh, I guess so? Hahah wth stupid question -.-

LAST

person you saw:
- Maddie.

Talked to on the phone:
- Dad

Hugged:
- Can't rmb. My classmate?

Texted:
- Is there an 'Not telling' option to choose? ;D

5 people to do this
1. Amandakhoo!
2. Amandayim!
3. Aliciatan!
4. Debbchua!
5. Eveng!

Haha that's all. I think that was a super time waster but ohwell, wasn't exactly having much to talk about on msn and I didn't want to watch tv. Was also feeling pretty boredddd.

On another note, I am happy with my results. Hey, at least they improved and although it's a far cry from the perfect 4.0, I don't slash my wrist (saying this figuratively) just because of that ;D

I feel happy. But training just makes me depressed. Hope I get a better feel of the water tmr. Then I can play polo with easeeeee (:

John's coming back soon )':
Blog again Die another day.
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