FINALLY FINISHED HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.

Three days. Grrr. Got lost halfway in the book, had to read alot of pages again and again before I could fully understand what was happening.

My hunches were right; not gonna post it out here in case some of you guys haven't read it and erm. Scold me for ruining the whole thing. Mmhmm.

Sorry for not updating for quite long. Nothing to post about, life gets more uninteresting by the minute. Been doing work and more work. Trying to buck up since semester one grades weren't that great.

School's going well overall, lost in class half the time, but yeah I guess I could keep up.
Training's going well overall too, seeing improvements in long distances. Managed a under 20min timing for 1500 free. Wow. I'm surprised.

And y'know sometimes I just don't know who to listen to, Auyeong or John. This morn they were arguing about what time I did. Like, Auyeong told me I swam a 2.27 for my 200 free; John insisted it was 2.25. They ended up 'arguing' bout my time.

I was like, okay.. Can't you guys just average it out or sth?

Sometimes I get annoyed when people fuss over me. Not like I'm that important or anything. They shouldn't waste their time on me. I might end up disappointing them.

Cried at friday pm's trg. It's been a long time since I last cried. I knew I wouldn't be able to make the set, but John strongly believed I could. I swam horribly. I knew I'd disappoint him. It hurt me to see him pinning his hopes so high on me, only getting a lousy swim from me in return.

Life. Am I making mine too complicated? I wonder.

I can't go on like this. At least not without you.
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