HEY PEEPS ><
Hahah. Haven't posted for.. ELEVEN DAYS!
Pfffft.
I went back to MG yesterday.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY VISIT SO SPECIAL (:
I really miss you guys out there :D
STEF, CLAIRE, SIYAN, BERNICEEEEE!, JERUSHA, RACHEL CHEW! AND ETC. ETC.!! :DDDD
Okay, I've gotta admit. I went really high and enthu yesterday. Hehs.
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ANYWAY,
Training's been sucking really badly these few days.
AARGH.
Been feeling really pissed off.
Shall not elaborate, yeahh? (:
Just know that I'm in really bad moods during training and it won't do you any good to offend me ;)
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Swim carn sucked. Hehh.
I slacked the whole way through, i guess.
Erm, i swam worse than training. HAH.
Did 1.09 for 100m Free.
And this morning i did 1.08! FOR TRAINING.
Lol.
Mass swim was fun!
And it's fun to own and trash people (:
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I hate school now. Bleahh.
Got tonnes of work.
Can hardly finish all.
Am living my days with the fear of teachers finding out i didn't do work.
Surrounded with kiasu classmates,
who panic if they don't finish ONE question.
I hate that.
I hate all that.
I wish i could return to MG.
I wish i could return to primary school life.
I wish.
I wish..
Yesterday, I couldn't find my class in the classroom.
Roamed around helplessly.
Until i met ms picca.
Then she brought me to look for my classmates.
On the way she asked me,
"So, how are you coping with school?"
I answered,
"Ok.."
Then, she asked me again,
"Then how are you coping with swimming?"
Once again, i replied,
"Ok.."
I couldn't say anything else.
What was there to say?
All my feelings are..
Private.
and i don't wanna let go of them.
it's not safe to.***
Come to think of it,
I go high REALLY easily.
As in,
even the
smallest joke in the world
could make me laugh my heart out.
I thought about it.
I took a test on Tickle.com.
It said that i was only 16% happy.
Then i thought even harder.
I came up with a few reasons why i laugh easily:
#1 I AM CRAZY. HAHAHA.
#2 I am so so so so miserable that i find EVERY SINGLE SMALL REASON to laugh and make my life NOT so miserable.
#3 My goooooodddd friends are so crazy that im affected by them. HAH! :DDD
#4 I am so so so so miserable UNTIL i go crazy. And laugh all the time.
#5 God wanted me that way (:
#6 I am SUPER EMO and i have SEVERE mood swings.
Hmmmm. And i think that's it :DDD
HO KAY!
I think im happy with my post! (:
Hope you had fun reading.
Ciao~
P.S. I OWE SO MANY PEOPLE LETTERS>> AARGHHHHH! >:[[
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